Has your life always been shit?

[PaxAmerica]

My life has been like a hundred dollar bill laying on the sidewalk. All I had to do was reach down and pick it up. But I was never,it seems,able to do that.

Wow thats poetic. I bet that bill was tied to a string and if your tried to pick it up life would jave just pulled it away out of your grasp, again and again.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Early childhood was pretty good for the most part. But around age 8 or 9, things went bad and stayed bad until 4 years ago. Things had hit an all time low by then and then something happened that gave me the best 4 years of my life. 2019 being the best of my life. But this year has destroyed that all. Technically it began last year, but, there was still that hope then. Now, it back to the old but much darker and pointless.

 

[Pen>Sword]

I took my privileged life for granted. Now, I blew it because of stupid decisions. I can't enjoy my life because of my stupidity. If I can time travel back to 2016, I would, and never think about suicide.

 

[brokenwaves]

my life has been a misery from birth, i might have had a chance at things if my parents had left newborn me in an alley immediately as they left the hospital. it all started with those evil fuckers

 

[Bat 17]

My life is still good on paper. It's me that doesn't work properly

 

[motel rooms]

When life gives you shit, make shit pie. Mmmm, shit pie... *Homer S. drooling*

 

[Bat 17]

When life gives you shit, make shit pie. Mmmm, shit pie... *Homer S. drooling*

.....and I'm done with my breakfast

 

[motel rooms]

.....and I'm done with my breakfast

Breakfast at 11, someone's living it up... Was it served by a sexy nurse? I had a mushroom I grew under my bed for breakfast today

 

[Bat 17]

Breakfast at 11, someone's living it up... Was it served by a sexy nurse? I had a mushroom I grew under my bed for breakfast today

I was just about to sit down to lobster frittata, eggs benedict, Jamaica blue mountain coffee and iced taittinger when shit pie came into my life

 

[BlankUser]

I was just about to sit down to lobster frittata, eggs benedict, Jamaica blue mountain coffee and iced taittinger when shit pie came into my life

That's a wholesome breakfast, my breakfast today is 10 cent ramen noodles and vodka :D

 

[motel rooms]

I was just about to sit down to lobster frittata, eggs benedict, Jamaica blue mountain coffee and iced taittinger when shit pie came into my life

Why is the concept of shit pie so repulsive to a Brit? Aren't all your pies shit?

 

[Bat 17]

Why is the concept of shit pie so repulsive to a Brit? Aren't all your pies shit?

That be fighting talk my plucky American cousin! One day I will grant you a pie tour of these fair islands. At its conclusion it will be Guinness and humble pie you will be feasting upon

That's a wholesome breakfast, my breakfast today is 10 cent ramen noodles and vodka :D

I hope it's Polish vodka Blank

 

[insanedoomer]

Or was it good and at some point you received a blow fate that changed everything?
For me everything went to shit in 2016, since then my life has been a living nightmare.

i just realised it was all fake and shitty .. yeah

 

[BlankUser]

I hope it's Polish vodka Blank

It is! :D Vodka Dworek. Not the tastiest one, but does the job. Finlandia is the best vodka though, but it's a luxury for me:D

 

[MindFog]

Yes, it was... But it took some time for me to realize that. That parents don't just leave their children and lock the door outside. or that they actually gave a shit about their kid.

I thought it was just "pop and go" kind of deal. I had to be sooo thankful they created me and work my hardest to give back all the expenses they spend on me. It got to the point when I would starve myself to save money or cry when I have a failed grade. Shame is one of my constant companions.

I didn't know you can just receive something from your parents without anything to give back.. And that their love was so comfortable compared to my parent's love that they tied around my neck.

Imagine my shock haha. Probably one of the reasons I want to get out of this mess. That fucked me up big time.

 

[motel rooms]

One day I will grant you a pie tour of these fair islands. At its conclusion it will be Guinness and humble pie you will be feasting upon

Take me to Scotland, I wanna commit suicide by haggis

 

[Bat 17]

Take me to Scotland, I wanna commit suicide by haggis

Ok. I know some great places for haggis in Edinburgh. Then we can drive to Glasgow, get you a deep fried Mars bar, and your suffering will soon be over.

 

[Mentalmick]

Ok. I know some great places for haggis in Edinburgh. Then we can drive to Glasgow, get you a deep fried Mars bar, and your suffering will soon be over.

Haggis is for pussies. I drink deep fried Buckfast washed down with boiling irn bru.
(I love deep fried haggis by the way, it's concentrated death in batter, but who cares)

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

no not really but it started to go downhill in my mid 20's

 

[motel rooms]

Haggis is for pussies. I drink deep fried Buckfast washed down with boiling irn bru.
(I love deep fried haggis by the way, it's concentrated death in batter, but who cares)

How long has deep frying been a thing in Scotland? When did you become a suicidal country?

 

[Mentalmick]

How long has deep frying been a thing in Scotland? When did you become a suicidal country?

During the reign of Connor MacLeod of the clan MacLeod.

 

[motel rooms]

During the reign of Connor MacLeod of the clan MacLeod.

I thought maybe Mel Gibson had something to do with it. I know he's into deep frying Jews

 

[Mentalmick]

I thought maybe Mel Gibson had something to do with it. I know he's into deep frying Jews

The real Wullie Wallace was a right piece of shit, so he was perfectly cast as him.

 

[ArawenSilvenstar]

Ive generally been an unhappy person, early onset Bipolar as a kid and childhood trauma has led to me going in and out of crisis my entire life. Been severally depressed since middle school, until Bipolar brought some fits of destructive happiness. This last year has both been my happiest and the worst of my life. But I suspect this is just a temporary respite from the crushing emptiness ive felt my whole life.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Eh. As much as I remember there were upward trends however everything went down around age 14 and depression. Been living with this for YEARS really surprised I'm still here tbh. Honestly just wish I did it so much sooner

 

[nofutureghost]

yup just was too young to understand some shit before

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

no, it was pretty good before psychiatric drugs

 

[Ghostly]

was sexually abused from 6-15 by my cousin and family friend, people abandon me a lot, developed depression in 6th grade, in and out of psych wards, on a plethora of medications, gender dysphoria, antidepressants only numb the pain for a short while, everyone ignores me or find me creepy, poor and broke af, live in bum fuck nowhere, no opportunities where i live, dead end job, dropped out of college, pain never ends, OCD, autism, actually stupid, no future, therapy isn't working anymore, self harm, eating disorder

 

[Misery99]

Yes my life has always been shitty ever since I can remember. It's even worse now.

 

[disillusionment]

It was pretty much always shit but I did enjoy my early childhood. It's the only time I felt good so I've never really grown up into an actual adult. Always looking back at my early childhood and yearning for things from it when really I just wanna go back to being blissfully unaware of everything and just like running around outside, playing, eating snacks, watching cartoons. Things started really going to shit for me around 8-9 years old.