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thecreepycanadian

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Oct 24, 2023
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I feel it's actually helping me. I can't believe it. I can feel it activating something in my brain, waking me up from this 33 year nightmare I've been drowning in. Like, I can see colour again, and feel again. I just can't believe how powerful this is.

Sometimes I feel like I have lost my mind, because I've felt dead/absent for 33 years, and now I feel alive/present. What a waste, all that time, just gone. Antidepressants were no help. They were more like a band aid. They just "numbed" everything and made me not care that everything was numb. It was like I was viewing life through binoculars that make everything seem far away, while wearing noise reduction headphones, and just waiting/praying to die

Cannabis oil is bringing me back to life. It's kinda scary to feel again, but amazing. I hope it can do the same for you guys.
 
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shinitai_sh0jo

shinitai_sh0jo

Is there anyone watching this?
Dec 30, 2023
125
I used to use it for epilepsy, though I have stopped using purely because I forget about it all of the time... Got so used on always trying to remember the other medicine I take by morning and I screwed the rest of the schedule.

I probably should ask someone to remind me to take it again in time... Though it feels quite embaressing to do so.
 
RosebyAnyName

RosebyAnyName

Staring at the ceiling for 6 hours
Nov 9, 2023
431
It did for me too. The feelings that cannabis gave me sort of "taught" my brain what happiness was supposed to look like, and now I can imitate it when I'm sober. I recently decided to try and stay sober though, at least for now, because I want to see if those positive effects last long-term.
 

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