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somiseriously

somiseriously

Sol Invictus
Apr 28, 2026
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Has anyone tried eating poisonous plants or are they too hard to procure? It's not like u can find nightshade just lying in the city
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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Has anyone tried eating poisonous plants or are they too hard to procure? It's not like u can find nightshade just lying in the city
Don't even think of it.. Most poisonous plants will not bring death but a lot of physical torture by poisoning the body. There's no toxic plant that i have come across that can bring instant death..
 
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0x64

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Aug 2, 2026
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You can buy seeds online (depending on country) and grow them either outdoors or with a UV lamp, it will kill you but it's really not a nice way to go, it's agonizing, distressing and you'll regret taking it. There is usually no cure. Please don't go through with this method, find a different way.
Don't even think of it.. Most poisonous plants will not bring death but a lot of physical torture by poisoning the body. There's no toxic plant that i have come across that can bring instant death..
You will die if enough is ingested, this is how poison was distributed years ago.
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

Mage
Apr 4, 2026
514
I don't know much about this [non] method, but I have a handful of poisonous plants, so I think about this often.
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,182
Trying to eat ANY poisonous plant to start on the lips is dumb and after swallowing, REALLY dumb period.

Let me explain please, as I grew up in the middle of nowhere. We HAD to learn about weather, plants, animals, everything, as if one would be checking line fence, the farmyard might be miles away and medical help so much farther.

There is so VERY much that can be damaged in a person that just the thought sends shivers down my spine. One "might" die, but the odds are not good, BUT the odds of being permanently damaged for life MIGHT be great.

You mentioned night shade plant. Know it VERY well, as hogs LOVE it, and before we would let hogs into a pasture. we would walk the entire pasture and pull up ALL night shade. I can still remember that this was back in the late 1960's, and we would sometimes find the hog dead if they found some night shade to eat, or in the last throws of life. Watching them convulse, shudder, and the like was hell to watch.

ANY form of attempted ctb that does include a higher possibility of permeant damage that a person would have to live with is a HUGE no, at least in my book.

NO, I am NOT pro-life, nor pro-ctb, pro-choice, it is just that at the age of 70 and having seen so much, like a person with a super damaged liver laying in a hospital bed with their skin and eyes yellow and in GREAT pain waiting to move on is NOT EVER worth the VERY slim chance EVER.

Be it a farm animal or a person, I have witnessed TOO much hell and pain, and I NEVER EVER wish that on anyone EVER.

Please get the idea out of your head.

Hugs my good friend.

Walter
 
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Dandelion's

Dandelion's

Dumbass
May 24, 2026
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@Dandelion's ...
Well to be fair I only had access to plants that aren't very lethal and I tried other methods too.
If you live in Asia you could try consuming pong pong tree seeds they are famous for how lethal they are.
 
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lilb0wpeep

Will I ever escape from this nightmare?
Mar 9, 2026
76
Well to be fair I only had access to plants that aren't very lethal and I tried other methods too.
If you live in Asia you could try consuming pong pong tree seeds they are famous for how lethal they are.
Hey if anyone knows where I can get some Pong Pong seeds from +how one would ingest that thing.. I'd be willing to put in the work to see if it's lethal or not 🫡🙂‍↕️
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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There are many threads here of people trying to die from poisonous plants/seeds but no one has ever been successful.
 

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