Has anyone been unable to become unconscious by hanging?

[worldexploder]

I partially blacked out when I tried in 2016. I was also drunk. I came too instinctively throwing the noose off. Wasn't very tight. After trying to set everything up yesterday and experimenting with different positions so I could hang myself Monday I said fuck it! I have fully accepted the fact that I will never find the courage to use this method.

I'm gonna have to figure out another way to CTB. Back to hoping an opportunity will present itself.