Hard ctb deadlines?

[myreasonings]

I am personally giving myself 2 weeks starting from today to ctb. I have researched and gotten SN a while ago, but was involuntarily held :( and pro-lifers threw away my stuff. If I just did it immediately I would have been in a better place. Now it is difficult to get SN again and other things cheaply without harming other people "have" to live with now. Even if I have to ctb in a "difficult" way I am giving myself 2 weeks. PERIOD. But hopefully I will find a more peaceful way before then. How about everyone else (also I am new, so sorry for mistakes).

 

[Tikva]

I have nothing to say honestly. I feel horrible just reading what you went through, so experiencing this is a hell of a nightmare. I wish you luck either way you find peaceful; with or without ctb. I really hope this will come to you without any further struggles and stress.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm personally trapped here because of the risky and complicated nature of suicide so sadly no plans for me to leave in the near future, it's so disgusting how we cannot just exit this world in peace and how we are expected to be prisoners to this existence and slaves to our suffering until we die anyway, it's so horrible what those pro-lifers did, they shouldn't had any right. I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for, best of luck, I really hate this anti-choice society where suicide isn't accepted as a valid option.