lilb0wpeep
Will I ever escape from this nightmare?
- Mar 9, 2026
- 36
Happy birthday to the girl who taught me what love was, even if our relationship only ended up hurting in the end. I know you don't want to see or hear from me, and that you maybe are afraid or hate me. But that could never stop me from wanting the best for you. I'm sorry for falling apart in your arms and having it break you down aswell. I'm sorry I wasn't able to pick you up and help piece you back together. I hope that you've been able to overcome the feelings and pain from that point. I hope that you're not just surviving but that you're living a life that you enjoy. I hope that you're surrounded by nature and people that support and uplift you. I hope that you feel comfortable and confident in yourself. I hope that today you have a precious 22nd birthday, and that you're alive living a life you want to.
While I know that you don't want to be found, I still can't stop myself from searching for any sign of you. Around every corner, any car that passes by, every notification that rings, every person I see, every knock I hear, every recommended post and account. Any sign that you're alive, that you're here, that you're well. I know you don't want to connect but deep down thats what I yearn for. It's ok and I understand either way. I just want you to know that even if some of our relationship still hurts me, I feel no resentment, blame, anger, or ill will towards you. Do not feel bad about what happened in our time. I only want you to feel free, and to learn what's better from what was.
I'll always wish you the best.
You used to call me sunny/suni(Sun), meanwhile you were always my moon. The light shining through all the darkness. Even if it's not the life we dreamed of living together, I hope you're still able to live in a beautiful home sustaining your life and happiness. Again, I may be dreaming of a world where we start up our lives creating together. Understanding that it is only a dream, I still wish that we can live that way together or apart regardless.
I'll always love you deep with in my soul. May the best in life find its way to you and you to it.
Happy Birthday SRB
While I know that you don't want to be found, I still can't stop myself from searching for any sign of you. Around every corner, any car that passes by, every notification that rings, every person I see, every knock I hear, every recommended post and account. Any sign that you're alive, that you're here, that you're well. I know you don't want to connect but deep down thats what I yearn for. It's ok and I understand either way. I just want you to know that even if some of our relationship still hurts me, I feel no resentment, blame, anger, or ill will towards you. Do not feel bad about what happened in our time. I only want you to feel free, and to learn what's better from what was.
I'll always wish you the best.
You used to call me sunny/suni(Sun), meanwhile you were always my moon. The light shining through all the darkness. Even if it's not the life we dreamed of living together, I hope you're still able to live in a beautiful home sustaining your life and happiness. Again, I may be dreaming of a world where we start up our lives creating together. Understanding that it is only a dream, I still wish that we can live that way together or apart regardless.
I'll always love you deep with in my soul. May the best in life find its way to you and you to it.
Happy Birthday SRB
