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Abyssal

Abyssal

Probably gonna die soon maybe?
Nov 26, 2023
1,326
I don't give a shit anymore and I'm going to yet again try night night but I'll probably fail. Tired of being a failure that can't even kill myself correctly so I'm setting up a timed message to say I did it. Hi it's this!! Set for my birthday because how magical and wondrous!! I lived until 2 weeks before I turned 22 if yall are interested idk.

The plan: if it doesn't work keep trying. Yeah no really that's it. Im tired of this I can't do this any more and I'm at the point where I just gotta go for it who cares.

Don't mourn me or whatever, I won't miss yall even if we got on good terms and im dying with hate for everything. I don't feel anything for anyone right now so don't even miss me like seriously.

Y'all probably aren't gonna see this and I'll just delete and return or stay in chat once I chicken out like always but thoughts I'd make a post just in case.
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,046
You are a good friend and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

You are truly precious, and I care about YOU, and I can understand your frustration(s), as I at 68 have been there before a lot and you are family to/for me.

Walter
 
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dolemitedrums

Arcanist
Jun 12, 2024
447
22 is very young. I hope you have a good birthday.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,438
🎂HAPPY BIRTHDAY🎂

I hope you're still with us and you're not worthless! :heart:

I'm sorry you have to go though all this, we're here for you!
 
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avalon_

Wizard
Jun 2, 2024
651
This is the weirdest goodbye thread ever.

Rest well.
 
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billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
621
Happy birthday and i hope you find the peace you are looking for
 
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dude no.7

dude no.7

Member
May 10, 2024
9
I don't give a shit anymore and I'm going to yet again try night night but I'll probably fail. Tired of being a failure that can't even kill myself correctly so I'm setting up a timed message to say I did it. Hi it's this!! Set for my birthday because how magical and wondrous!! I lived until 2 weeks before I turned 22 if yall are interested idk.

The plan: if it doesn't work keep trying. Yeah no really that's it. Im tired of this I can't do this any more and I'm at the point where I just gotta go for it who cares.

Don't mourn me or whatever, I won't miss yall even if we got on good terms and im dying with hate for everything. I don't feel anything for anyone right now so don't even miss me like seriously.

Y'all probably aren't gonna see this and I'll just delete and return or stay in chat once I chicken out like always but thoughts I'd make a post just in case.
happy birthday bro
 
logi3535

logi3535

im a mess
Jan 8, 2024
131
i cant believe i missed your birthday :( happy belated birthday abyssal, i hope that if you went through with it succesfully, then you're at peace now :heart: im still gonna miss you even if we didn't talk much,,,
 
lita-lassi

lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
614
happy birthday 🖤 :( so sorry to see it come to this with someone only 22
 
Sakura.

Sakura.

Nienawidzę siebie.
May 1, 2024
216
happy birthday bro

And happy birthday to you, @dude no.7 ! I hope you feel good on your special day! :happy:

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lilb0wpeep

lilb0wpeep

Will I ever escape from this nightmare?
Mar 9, 2026
41
I'm supposed to turn 22 this year as well, I hope that even if today may have been (otherwise-)uneventful that it was still a nice day. And that you are able to create happy, peaceful, and overall good memories going forward.
 

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