Story Happily every after

[Hans Voralberg]

So as i thought before my girlfriend can't have children now we both know it for sure pregnancy will mess her hormons and accelerate sickness It took me a while to convince her that i am ok with not having children. I planned to have one child but in case i have to choose i will always choose her over my image of family. I will be happy to giving her love and reciving this love back. We are both sick due to PTSD and depression. We may both Die because of it. Literally Only meds and love are separating me and her from suicide( this is really thin veil but it will last as long as we have strenght to support each other i believe in it) and i know it. We love each other so much. I am happy that i will spend time which has left me and her together loving each other. Sickness will never left US relapse is unevitable it will just take longer in my case. It is really bittersweet ending but i am happy that i survived my attempt. That i met Gosia my girlfriend. That i experienced my first kiss with her and we both will have some emotionall and physical intimacy with each other. I am happy.
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We know that we will die without each other. I told her that if sickness will take her away from me by suicide IT won't be her fault. I know how i felt few moments before my attempt i had no free will and consciousnes to stop it i don't want her to surfer more thinking that i will be mad or angry at her because of her CTB in future and leaving me by this way. She told me that i am too good Man for her hugged me and told she loves me. We are ready to spend time which is left for US together. I really like Doctor WHO TV serie there is in this show this sentence and it perfectly sum up my and Gosia story :Happily every after doesn't mean forever it means time just a little time (with person we love).

 

[LONE WOLF.]

I envy you friend and wish you both many year's of happiness together

 

[rationaltake]

Glad you have each other.

I like Dr Who in all its transformations. I'm old enough to remember the first episode.

May you both be happy. May you both be free from suffering.

 

[motel rooms]

we both know it for sure pregnancy will mess her hormons and accelerate sickness It took me a while to convince her that i am ok with not having children. I planned to have one child but in case i have to choose i will always choose her over my image of family. I will be happy to giving her love and reciving this love back. We are both sick due to PTSD and depression. We may both Die because of it. Literally Only meds and love are separating me and her from suicide

I'm very happy for you & I wish you all the best. Take good care of each other. I'm glad you understand having a child would mean taking a big risk, so please be careful.

 

[Hans Voralberg]

I'm very happy for you & I wish you all the best. Take good care of each other. I'm glad you understand having a child would mean taking a big risk, so please be careful.

I left decision about having a child to her. We left this matter open. Whatever she decide i will support her.

 

[Hans Voralberg]

Her depression fully back i don't know if every she back emotionally to me she distance herself i will be waiting for her. I can't do anything more. I love her but i am afraid depression will separate US. I Hope we will be good

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

I just want to say that I envy your courage, I wish you all the best and that everything go well.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Glad you have each other.

I like Dr Who in all its transformations. I'm old enough to remember the first episode.

May you both be happy. May you both be free from suffering.

Dr Who fan here also, l liked the 10th & 11th Doctors, and the episode 'Tooth and Claw' was just EPIC!!!

 

[rationaltake]

Dr Who fan here also, l liked the 10th & 11th Doctors, and the episode 'Tooth and Claw' was just EPIC!!!

Yes. I like those Doctors. I think David Tennant was amazing. Brilliant episode too. You can't go wrong with Queen Victoria.

 

[Hans Voralberg]

Yes. I like those Doctors. I think David Tennant was amazing. Brilliant episode too. You can't go wrong with Queen Victoria

If i remember correctly Queen wasn't a virgin anymore after meeting of the doctor Ten was so savage but Peter Capaldi doctor was my favorite he embodied pain sorrow of too mamy experienced. Endurance nad perssistent in protecting loves ones (Clara). My favorite episode is Haven Sent. It was literally metafor of my life. I was daying inside my head over and over again i endured, break the wall and found my true love. This episode was life changing for me when i saw it for the first time.

 

[rationaltake]

If i remember correctly Queen wasn't a virgin anymore after meeting of the doctor Ten was so savage but Peter Capaldi doctor was my favorite he embodied pain sorrow of too mamy experienced. Endurance nad perssistent in protecting loves ones (Clara). My favorite episode is Haven Sent. It was literally metafor of my life. I was daying inside my head over and over again i endured, break the wall and found my true love. This episode was life changing for me when i saw it for the first time.

Peter Capaldi was very good and it makes sense the Doctor would be a bit world weary after such a long life. I like Clara too. I didn't see that episode but I'll look it up. It sounds amazing and obviously has a very special meaning for you.

I liked Christopher Eccleston and wished he hadn't left so soon. His interactions with Rose and Captain Jack were great.

Wishing you all the best. Your posts are a ray of sunshine.