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alwayssad

I just wanna stop existing
Oct 27, 2023
56
I have a fear that I will end up survive and be brain damaged for rest of my life and regret everything, how can I be sure that I will die? Is there chance you survive when there is no one around to save you?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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If you do full suspension and u make sure the beam / anchor point can hold at least 3-4 times your body weight easily and you use knots that don't losen the chance is 100% that you will die. Usually within max 30 minutes, If you do it correct you pass out within a few seconds.
 
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alwayssad

I just wanna stop existing
Oct 27, 2023
56
Just be aware though (and I can't seem to find it annoyingly) full suspension doesn't always work as someone tried it recently and felt pressure in the wrong place which caused SI to kick in understandably and fortunately they were able to get their footing back on the chair otherwise you just suffer without dying and risk being found. So ideally you need to make sure you know exactly where the noose needs to go.
Thanks, but how would they survive wouldn't they just die painfully if there is no one to help them? I hope I can beat si if it kicks in. Where should the noose actually go?
If you do full suspension and u make sure the beam / anchor point can hold at least 3-4 times your body weight easily and you use knots that don't losen the chance is 100% that you will die. Usually within max 30 minutes, If you do it I correct you pass out within a few seconds.
I don't know a good anchor point at my home unfortunately, some people recommend tree but there is high chance of getting caught doing it.
 
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alwayssad

I just wanna stop existing
Oct 27, 2023
56
If your blood or air is being constricted then yes you'd die eventually but the last thing you want is to prolong it or find that an hour later you feel like you're dead but not actually dead. But you've already said FSH isn't an option anyway so the point is kinda moot. That being said do you have a loft/attic?
I live in an apartment so I don't have a loft.
 
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noneed

Member
Nov 28, 2023
31
my rope ships to me tomorrow or the next day. gonna ctb in the woods.
 
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dumblosergirl

girl failure
Feb 13, 2023
74
my rope ships to me tomorrow or the next day. gonna ctb in the woods.
My ideal suicide is either hanging in the forest or SN in my car at my favorite thinking spot. (A quiet and isolated place where I think about alot of things)
 
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noneed

Member
Nov 28, 2023
31
My ideal suicide is either hanging in the forest or SN in my car at my favorite thinking spot. (A quiet and isolated place where I think about alot of things)
I don't have a car, I'm going in the woods for peace and so I don't ruin the value of my family's house. My birth had complications the umbilical cord almost killed me and made me weird might as well finish the job.
 

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