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pancakelover20

pancakelover20

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Jul 16, 2025
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i think im going to attempt full suspension tonight. things happened and my life got worse and i cant do it anymore.

please give me any tips. i really dont want to survive this
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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Realgar

Member
Aug 19, 2024
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Please be careful! Practice on yourself and do the research. It may be very painful and you may end up quite injured if you fail.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,240
I wish you peace, whatever you decide. Take care 🙏
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,483
I hope you find the peace from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
I wish you peace, place the noose above your adamsapple and the knot on the back side in the middle of your neck. Tighten the noose and then step off slowly from your chair. Before stepping off i'd press my body down so that I'll get already nearly unconscious then it will be even less than 10-15sec until you'll be unconscious.
 
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copioushopelessness

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Aug 27, 2025
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I'm so severely brain damaged from the damn psyche med I was put on that I'm too stupid to even figure out how to tie a knot.
I don't think the rope I have is thick enough and partial is probably my only choice. I've thought about ligature.
 
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Leyna

Leyna

I only paint in red now
Sep 28, 2024
123
I hope you find peace
 
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hmnow

hmnow

Experienced
Jul 29, 2025
295
i think im going to attempt full suspension tonight. things happened and my life got worse and i cant do it anymore.

please give me any tips. i really dont want to survive this
May you find peace
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
704
I'm really sorry you're going to choose this way. I wish you the best :heart:
Please make sure the anchor point and rope is sturdy enough and someone will not rescue you.
 

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