Hanging is so painfull

[Oneiron]

I really wished i can do this, but its so disturbing. Nearly at an instant into suspension the only thought i have is to breath. I would go to thousands of hells just to take one more breath. And then this pain, feeling like i am beheaded. I dont understand how people can withstand this. Im so sad that the only methode i had is much more gruesome than this existence. I am so weak

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, it's just so cruel and terrible to me how peaceful ways to cease existing are made inaccessible, all I want is to cease existing peacefully with no more pain and no more suffering and no risks of it going wrong and leading to way worse torture, I hope you find peace.

 

[Bishop]

I really wished i can do this, but it's so disturbing. Nearly at an instant into suspension the only thought i have is to breath. I would go to thousands of hells just to take one more breath. And then this pain, feeling like i am beheaded. I dont understand how people can withstand this. Im so sad that the only methode i had is much more gruesome than this existence. I am so weak

Now you understand the power of survival instinct. Lots of people just throw the term kms or ctb as if it were flicking a light switch. If it were so easily done or painless, most of us would not be here.