Verwandlung
Member
- Jan 20, 2025
- 6
my countdown reached halfway there and everything is coming to fruition. i have a really bad sensory overload and anything even slightly negative scares me. conflict, fighting, yelling; it's like being being a pincushion being stung by 50 different pins. i'm on my last year of hs (before you start criticizing here in italy we have 5 years instead of 4 in the us e.g.) and i attend a class with the most dysfunctional people i've ever met. 90% of it is composed of "mean girls", one of them has singlehandedly ruined the class' social ring because they have a very annoying god complex. as of yesterday my intrusive thoughts have been kicking in and forcing me to hurt this person because they piss me off. most of the professors in the class have done nothing but freak out after finding out i wanted to ctb.
no one understands my thoughts and intentions because they're all chimps that freak out when something is wrong.
no one understands my thoughts and intentions because they're all chimps that freak out when something is wrong.
