druggedonsurvival
Student
- Feb 8, 2024
- 195
This only happened a few hours ago. I think I have to get it off my chest right now.
I was drinking before class, enough to get me intoxicated, but not to drunk to stand up or speak. I only stayed in class for about fifteen minutes before asking to be excused. I didn't come back - I realized I shouldn't be there. I started driving home but I couldn't quite go home since I wouldn't be expected that early. I decided to stop in a secluded parking lot. In my stupor, I decided to fuck around with the seat belt in the back seat (comes out from the car ceiling) and make a noose (slip knot) out of it. I tried a couple of times but after a while I had made a pretty good one. I decided to put it around my neck to see if I could get myself to pass out. Well, it didn't work but I managed to get my face a slight shade of purple.
After a while I remembered that I'm not yet ready to die, so I tried to undo the noose but at this point it was extremely tight around my neck. I started panicking and squirming, now desperately trying to get myself out. As I panicked I got closer to where the seat belt comes out, and as I got closer I found that the seat belt did not want to budge as it got further in. In other words, my head was getting closer to the car ceiling to where I had less and less room to move around. I realized that I should stop moving if I want to live, and tried to calm down, but I was desperate enough to open the car door and cry for help. I screamed at the top of my lungs for help probably a dozen times but either no one heard or no one took my screams seriously.
After about 30 agonizing minutes I finally managed to get the noose undone. It was a relief but I felt like shit. I started to drive home again but I still would have arrived too early so I pulled over in another parking lot, this time with cars. Soon enough I broke down crying... Now I'm not really sure what to think but there's burns on my neck and I hope people believe me when I tell them that it was an allergic reaction or something. Now I also know what choking yourself does. My throat is still sore and I have a little cough. Anyway, that's my horrible story, hope you enjoyed it.
I was drinking before class, enough to get me intoxicated, but not to drunk to stand up or speak. I only stayed in class for about fifteen minutes before asking to be excused. I didn't come back - I realized I shouldn't be there. I started driving home but I couldn't quite go home since I wouldn't be expected that early. I decided to stop in a secluded parking lot. In my stupor, I decided to fuck around with the seat belt in the back seat (comes out from the car ceiling) and make a noose (slip knot) out of it. I tried a couple of times but after a while I had made a pretty good one. I decided to put it around my neck to see if I could get myself to pass out. Well, it didn't work but I managed to get my face a slight shade of purple.
After a while I remembered that I'm not yet ready to die, so I tried to undo the noose but at this point it was extremely tight around my neck. I started panicking and squirming, now desperately trying to get myself out. As I panicked I got closer to where the seat belt comes out, and as I got closer I found that the seat belt did not want to budge as it got further in. In other words, my head was getting closer to the car ceiling to where I had less and less room to move around. I realized that I should stop moving if I want to live, and tried to calm down, but I was desperate enough to open the car door and cry for help. I screamed at the top of my lungs for help probably a dozen times but either no one heard or no one took my screams seriously.
After about 30 agonizing minutes I finally managed to get the noose undone. It was a relief but I felt like shit. I started to drive home again but I still would have arrived too early so I pulled over in another parking lot, this time with cars. Soon enough I broke down crying... Now I'm not really sure what to think but there's burns on my neck and I hope people believe me when I tell them that it was an allergic reaction or something. Now I also know what choking yourself does. My throat is still sore and I have a little cough. Anyway, that's my horrible story, hope you enjoyed it.
