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plalace
- Feb 19, 2024
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I was fine. I managed to find a middle ground, work, try to study for college. After thinking a lot, I got back in touch with my ex, and maintained a friendship and connection with the person I loved the most. I was at peace, I finally set a goal: to have peace, to live for that, without any depth, just that. I wanted to buy some clothes today, I almost never buy for myself. I left my grandmother's house with my dog, and she walked and got run over by a car. Her body writhing and screaming as the tire ran over her. Only I walk with her on the ground, because I thought she could hear me and stay close. My mother and sister yelled at me while I held her, and now my sister took her to the vet, and I'm with my mother. It was my fault. Just when everything was going well, I let myself go. I'm a mess.
My sister said she didn't break anything and she's not bleeding. She'll just be kept under observation. And we'll have to pay $500 that we don't have. I'm going to take a shower and cut myself as much as I can now, because that's all I know how to do right.
My sister said she didn't break anything and she's not bleeding. She'll just be kept under observation. And we'll have to pay $500 that we don't have. I'm going to take a shower and cut myself as much as I can now, because that's all I know how to do right.
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