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letied

letied

I tried.
Apr 8, 2021
76
I should have killed myself at the end of July, but some things came up.
My life keeps getting worse, as does my physical and mental health. I'm at the lowest. I feel like I have a machine that follows me everywhere with a mechanical arm that supports my head since my mind is very heavy.


I just ... please stop beating.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
What's your method?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,936
Sorry you are suffering so much, living really is painful. If you decide to leave this world then I wish you peace.
 
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blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
553
As long as you're 100% sure. It's your suffering and no one else is in a position to say "Hmm you can keep going a bit longer", because you sound like you've had enough :heart:.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,602
If you decide to go through with it, I wish you peace.:heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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9BBN

9BBN

Heaven, send Hell away
Mar 29, 2021
377
I'm so sorry you feel like this. When you're ready, you're ready. Just remember all the options you have available. I wish you freedom from suffering however you decide.
 
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9BBN

9BBN

Heaven, send Hell away
Mar 29, 2021
377
If you kill yourself then you are dead, when you are dead none of this exists.

As Mark Twain put it when he was asked if he was afraid of death: "I was dead for billions of years before I was born, and it never caused me the slightest inconvenience".

So how can someone say "oh I was going to kill myself in July, but you know, some stuff came up that I had to stay alive for"

Some stuff you could be alive to experience, whereas if you'd been dead then it wouldn't have mattered.

Oh you know I was going to die but then some paperwork arrived and my friend needed the walls painting so I had to delay it for a bit.

If you are in a place where you want to die, then nothing will stop you, if you are in a place where you say "well, yeah I was going to do it honest, but you know I had to mow the lawn"...

Seriously some of you retards are just taking the fucking piss out of the rest of us.
So this is the toxicity people are talking about...

You really don't understand other people's suicidal feelings, do you? Only your own. It's rational delay, especially when circumstances change. I'm only being generous to you here because you might be a broken person lashing out.
 
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letied

letied

I tried.
Apr 8, 2021
76
If you kill yourself then you are dead, when you are dead none of this exists.

As Mark Twain put it when he was asked if he was afraid of death: "I was dead for billions of years before I was born, and it never caused me the slightest inconvenience".

So how can someone say "oh I was going to kill myself in July, but you know, some stuff came up that I had to stay alive for"

Some stuff you could be alive to experience, whereas if you'd been dead then it wouldn't have mattered.

Oh you know I was going to die but then some paperwork arrived and my friend needed the walls painting so I had to delay it for a bit.

If you are in a place where you want to die, then nothing will stop you, if you are in a place where you say "well, yeah I was going to do it honest, but you know I had to mow the lawn"...

Seriously some of you retards are just taking the fucking piss out of the rest of us.
I live in an extremely small place with people who never leave home because they are unemployed and who monitor me 24/7.

Go to sleep forever, "real suicidal person".
 
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LansJ70

Student
May 3, 2021
193
Pathetic nonsense answers.

I'm going to cut off my foot because it's infected and is poisoning my body and will kill me.

Oh no, I had to put that off, the windows needed cleaning, and actually, as it turned out I only needed my toenails clipping.
 
IWantToGoFast

IWantToGoFast

Member
Aug 2, 2021
59
If you kill yourself then you are dead, when you are dead none of this exists.

As Mark Twain put it when he was asked if he was afraid of death: "I was dead for billions of years before I was born, and it never caused me the slightest inconvenience".

So how can someone say "oh I was going to kill myself in July, but you know, some stuff came up that I had to stay alive for"

Some stuff you could be alive to experience, whereas if you'd been dead then it wouldn't have mattered.

Oh you know I was going to die but then some paperwork arrived and my friend needed the walls painting so I had to delay it for a bit.

If you are in a place where you want to die, then nothing will stop you, if you are in a place where you say "well, yeah I was going to do it honest, but you know I had to mow the lawn"...

Seriously some of you retards are just taking the fucking piss out of the rest of us.
How frustrated can you be to single out somebody when they are at their lowest? enlighten me!
 
BottomlessPit

BottomlessPit

Staring at the edge
Apr 28, 2021
423
Everyone reading this, please do not engange with this person. "Don't feed the troll" and all that. Just hit the report button and leave it at that.
 
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LansJ70

Student
May 3, 2021
193
How frustrated can you be to single out somebody when they are at their lowest? enlighten me!
They aren't at their lowest, clearly, otherwise they wouldn't be here. I was at my lowest ebb, the time when I was going to kill myself, that's why I'm here 2 months later saying I was at my lowest ebb, the time when I was going to kill myself. You know, that time I was at my lowest ebb, the time I was going to kill myself. 679 months ago.. But I keep reminding you every other day.
 
IWantToGoFast

IWantToGoFast

Member
Aug 2, 2021
59
They aren't at their lowest, clearly, otherwise they wouldn't be here. I was at my lowest ebb, the time when I was going to kill myself, that's why I'm here 2 months later saying I was at my lowest ebb, the time when I was going to kill myself. You know, that time I was at my lowest ebb, the time I was going to kill myself. 679 months ago.. But I keep reminding you every other day
It's not your place to judge. I hope you'll find some blessings in your life so they'll dull the anger. If you wish eternal peace I hope you'll find that to. I can Only wish you the best as it's not my place to judge.
 
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mostlycloudy

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Jul 27, 2021
34
Hey OP, sorry what you're going through. Don't let anyone invalidate how you're feeling - only you know for sure what you're feeling or not.
 
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LansJ70

Student
May 3, 2021
193
How many people here joined in April 2021? Or around that time? Quite strange, no, that all you people who all joined at the same time, all have the same opinions??
Mar29th, Apr 8th, Apr 14th, Apr 28th, - 4/10 joined within a month and all think the same thing.

Well I say within a month, almost within 26.

Days
 
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ameliacecelia

Member
Mar 11, 2022
87
So this is the toxicity people are talking about...

You really don't understand other people's suicidal feelings, do you? Only your own. It's rational delay, especially when circumstances change. I'm only being generous to you here because you might be a broken person lashing out.
My father had a hernia surgery that might have needed to be redone. Luckily, he only has an infection that is being successfully treated. If he had to undergo surgery again, I would have delayed my plans until I knew he was ok. Things do come up.
 

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