Venting gut wrenching

[letmyheartcollapse]

Life has gotten worse to be frank and I didn't even know it could get this bad, I feel horrible for complaining about these things when I know there is someone going through it worse. I lack the guts to do it but I'm constantly in a state of misery. Life feels weird and everything in general has felt weird my relationship with my mother that has been on a tight line finally snapped yesterday and I'm unsure of what to do I'm utterly alone now. I feel pathetic in a way because I won't act on it but it's always on my mind I can barely remember stuff and I move like a slug I can't remember what I ate— what I did yesterday or anything I can barely remember what I did today I lost all my hobbies I have such a poor life and yet I'm afraid to act on it and I'm unsure of why.

 

[whybother2002]

I relate so much to this line "Life has gotten worse to be frank and I didn't even know it could get this bad"

I'm so sorry. Don't suffer twice, I can feel what you are going through and I know it's extremely valid. There's no point in comparing who's having it worse. That's the first step.