jatty
zero emotional regulation
- Nov 13, 2023
- 94
Nitrites make my si way too terrible. Ugh i know deep inside i wont poison myself 
and i as hell wont bring my anxiety even worse buying illegal benzos.
I dont know why I didnt just get a gun while i could. I live in this amazing free America.. a shotgun is no pain, no si, and instant death in the mouth. I have the money too..
Hopefully, because i signed a voluntary paper for my inpatient, it wont prevent me.
My sense of transportation is terrible but i guess uber exists? But that will be awkward as hell. Wish there was someone near me that was chill
and i as hell wont bring my anxiety even worse buying illegal benzos. I dont know why I didnt just get a gun while i could. I live in this amazing free America.. a shotgun is no pain, no si, and instant death in the mouth. I have the money too..
Hopefully, because i signed a voluntary paper for my inpatient, it wont prevent me.
My sense of transportation is terrible but i guess uber exists? But that will be awkward as hell. Wish there was someone near me that was chill
