I have been suicidal for around half of my life now. I have never truly "attempted suicide", but I have had a few close calls. This involved making plans, collecting supplies, writing letters, etc. although I have never gone through with any of them. It makes me feel really guilty and as though I'm not truly suicidal or sick. I'm very much aware that it is okay for me to seek help, feel bad, and talk about my struggles even though I have never attempted, but I just wanted to express this feeling. I know many people struggle with self-harm in the same way, in that they feel that it is not severe enough to warrant support or sympathy.
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