Venting Guilt

[PepperMint]

Every second that I'm not in a burst of happiness I feel guilty. Guilty for being a leech on society and a waste of oxygen who shouldn't be here. Guilty for not killing myself earlier but guilty for wanting to kill myself now. I have friends who I know care about me but most of all my partner... They care about me and they love me but I'll never be good enough for them. He's so sweet to me and he'd do anything for me and I don't deserve all that. Every time I think about CTB I think about what he'd do.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be so tiring and hard to deal with feeling so trapped in that situation, but anyway best wishes.