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deathplease

deathplease

waiting to die
Feb 16, 2019
124
Apparently the SN I ordered is garbage. So now I had to go through the trouble of calling ebay and asking them to cancel both orders. I'm so angry. I FINALLY had a solution that wasn't torturous and I was so happy. I'm starting to accept that I will never be able to ctb. Please kill me. I just want to hold my perfect baby boy again.
 
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overandout

Experienced
Feb 28, 2019
234
Are you in the states? I thought everyone was getting it from loudwolf if in USA.
 
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overandout

Experienced
Feb 28, 2019
234
Oh sorry to hear that.
 
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overandout

Experienced
Feb 28, 2019
234
I've tried. Canada is shit for receiving drugs. Thank you for the suggestion, though!


Thank you ❤ I'm just in my apartment sobbing lol I want to die.

The only other thing I can think of with sodium nitrite is if you could drive across the border and pick it up from someone on this site that's in the states. Just an idea
Hugs
 
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deathplease

waiting to die
Feb 16, 2019
124
The only other thing I can think of with sodium nitrite is if you could drive across the border and pick it up from someone on this site that's in the states. Just an idea
Hugs

It's so easy to get in the states - I'm extremely jealous. Unfortunately I have no connections in the states and my social anxiety is a bitch.
 
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overandout

Experienced
Feb 28, 2019
234
It's so easy to get in the states - I'm extremely jealous. Unfortunately I have no connections in the states and my social anxiety is a bitch.
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Ah ok, well see what other options you can look into. Carbon monoxide is another one that you may be interested in? Wish we could just press a button and get it over and done with..
 
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deathplease

waiting to die
Feb 16, 2019
124

I don't have anywhere to ctb via carbon monoxide, unfortunately. If I had a car I definitely would.
 
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Monstercat

Member
Mar 6, 2019
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Apparently the SN I ordered is garbage. So now I had to go through the trouble of calling ebay and asking them to cancel both orders. I'm so angry. I FINALLY had a solution that wasn't torturous and I was so happy. I'm starting to accept that I will never be able to ctb. Please kill me. I just want to hold my perfect baby boy again.


I know your pain, I'm so sorry!
They sold me an empty helium canister ??????????? Total bastards
How is SN supposed to work?
 
WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,254
I'm guessing N isn't an option?
 
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jules18

Member
Mar 1, 2019
94
I don't have anywhere to ctb via carbon monoxide, unfortunately. If I had a car I definitely would.

You can rent a car if you don't have one, shoudn't cost more than $40-$50 per day. They do usually require a deposit though.
 
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Cookiedough8956

Wowzers
Feb 24, 2019
636
It's so easy to get in the states - I'm extremely jealous. Unfortunately I have no connections in the states and my social anxiety is a bitch.
fucking social anxiety stops you from everything I swear.. I'm sorry it didn't work out : (
Try Loudwolfe...as someone already suggested. Thats where I'm gonna get mine from
 
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GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
1,621
Apparently the SN I ordered is garbage. So now I had to go through the trouble of calling ebay and asking them to cancel both orders. I'm so angry. I FINALLY had a solution that wasn't torturous and I was so happy. I'm starting to accept that I will never be able to ctb. Please kill me. I just want to hold my perfect baby boy again.
So your saying in Canada SN is illegal?
 
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deathplease

waiting to die
Feb 16, 2019
124
No, I just can't find any other SN that will ship to me.
 
GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
1,621
No, I just can't find any other SN that will ship to me.
You can try the cogen method then. It's very peaceful if done right and the chemicals are cheap and probably available on ebay.
 
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deathplease

waiting to die
Feb 16, 2019
124
You can try the cogen method then. It's very peaceful if done right and the chemicals are cheap and probably available on ebay.

thank you! is there a thread for that method?
 
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HelensNepenthe

Thoughtful poster
Jan 17, 2019
835
I mentioned before but it's possible that you can use a reship service. You'll pay the premium to have your package reshipped. That's in the event you cannot find a supplier of SN who will ship directly to Canada.

I don't think a reship service would have any issues.
 
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