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Scythe
Lost in a delusion
- Sep 5, 2022
- 545
Guess I'm back...life got better for a little little while, and now the facade has gone. I got on HRT now, which...helps a little bit I guess, but I still hate myself, a little less maybe, but barely any less. life got worse soon after it improved, and I just...hate that I have to keep going I hate that I am subject to so much suffering because this is how this world functions. The only reason I am still here is because I love my hobbies and have always wanted to leave something behind. I knew I would come back here eventually. Life was never meant to be enjoyed for me, I just hate how hard it is to die.