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I think my mom is mad at me. Had another crying fit today and she pushed again about me needing to go back to the hospital. It's been 4 years since my first stay, and going back only solidifies how I failed to get better ❤️‍🩹. I tried to talk to my dad about it, but he was busy. My Aunt tried to suggest some other coping skills, like an apology letter to myself. But I don't think I have anything to forgive myself for. I've been provided too much grace, and this sorrow feels like something I deserve. At least until I am allowed eternal peace from death.

Time to find some supplies! SN hookup anyone?
 
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