Venting Grateful for my cat

[The Great Below]

If it wasn't for my Maki baby girl I know that I would have killed myself I know that I would have.. is She lays with me everyday all day.. I could be screaming and crying my eyes out at the top of my lungs to the point I'm asthmatic struggling to breathe gasping for air and she's right there.. my little ball of flabby pettable tummy that just wants to be snuggled and loved.. she rescues me every single day just like I rescued her from living under my car 4 years ago with her sister who is almost just as cuddly. I was just crying my eyes out wanting to die and she was continuously licking and licking my hand cuddled up on my blanket beside me.. I don't have the love of a family the way most people do or is it constant cuddles and support loved one I don't and get hugs the way I need them the way my body feels such a painful craving for them but at least I have my kitty and she doesn't leave my side unless it's to eat food my chunky girl I'm so grateful for her. It makes me weep just knowing that I was blessed with her showing up it my house and I can't believe that anybody would have abandoned her because she and her sister were absolutely somebody's pets and we looked for their owners for over a year before we fully claimed them and drove them 700 miles out of state when we moved.. I never thought a cat would be my other half and I have five cats but none of them are my bonded baby like my kitty girl
Maki-Sun Maki moon Maki stars in the sky

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

Bengal?

 

[Pluto]

 

[Humppasonni]

As a cat person, I can totally relate to what you said. I love cats, I was considering to adopt a rescue cat, but I consider myself too unstable to be able to take good care of one atm. I had a cat, he passed away as an old gentleman at 16. There is just something about cats you can never really understand.

 

[The Great Below]

Bengal?

I believe Maki is just a domestic short hair tabby cat, so is (I believe biological sister) Mai. They were bonded Strays in my old neighborhood that I took in at the same time.

As a cat person, I can totally relate to what you said. I love cats, I was considering to adopt a rescue cat, but I consider myself too unstable to be able to take good care of one atm. I had a cat, he passed away as an old gentleman at 16. There is just something about cats you can never really understand.

Oh my gosh my heart is aching for you to get to a point where you can adopt a cat.. my first cat I ever had, Ichi, she will be 13 this year and I've had her since she was 6 months. She has been one of the foundational parts of helping me to survive through life as long as I have She is a bit of a scaredy cat so she's not the biggest cuddler when I'm having a really hard time like my velcro girl Maki, but Ichi's love is so healing to my heart. Animals are such a blessing, always giving you love and support without asking anything more than love and sustenance.

 

[Humppasonni]

Seeing all these lovely cats almost makes me want to adopt one.

 

[meuine]

Omg my heart melted when I saw Ichi!!! I have such a soft spot for pirate cats and she's looks so soft and fluffy too

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

I've always preferred cats over dogs. I still like dogs though.

 

[LonelyPrince]

Your cats look so lovely and cute! <3 I'm so glad to hear that they bring you happiness and warmth, especially Maki.
I used to be bonded with a kitty cat that would sleep on my doorstep everyday. I miss him so much.

 

[tomame]

If it wasn't for my Maki baby girl I know that I would have killed myself I know that I would have.. is She lays with me everyday all day.. I could be screaming and crying my eyes out at the top of my lungs to the point I'm asthmatic struggling to breathe gasping for air and she's right there.. my little ball of flabby pettable tummy that just wants to be snuggled and loved.. she rescues me every single day just like I rescued her from living under my car 4 years ago with her sister who is almost just as cuddly. I was just crying my eyes out wanting to die and she was continuously licking and licking my hand cuddled up on my blanket beside me.. I don't have the love of a family the way most people do or is it constant cuddles and support loved one I don't and get hugs the way I need them the way my body feels such a painful craving for them but at least I have my kitty and she doesn't leave my side unless it's to eat food my chunky girl I'm so grateful for her. It makes me weep just knowing that I was blessed with her showing up it my house and I can't believe that anybody would have abandoned her because she and her sister were absolutely somebody's pets and we looked for their owners for over a year before we fully claimed them and drove them 700 miles out of state when we moved.. I never thought a cat would be my other half and I have five cats but none of them are my bonded baby like my kitty girl
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i miss my cat absolutely more than anything. i Googled whether i would see him in heaven the other day if i caught the bus ... im not in a healthy state to take care of him anymore and he's in a safe place but i absolutely wouldn't care to ctb if i had him. i miss him so much