Got prescribed Zolfran and Xanax today :)

[Mia Wallace]

I made an appt w psych doc to get meds to help assist with my new method-SN. Blows my mind how ridiculous some of these doctors are and how you can play them but whatever I did what I had to do.
I saw him 3 weeks ago and he put me on anti-depressants and seroquel for sleep. I knew I had to wait for next appointment to say they make me nauseous and cause anxiety, which I did today and so I pick up my script tonight. I know Zofran isn't Meto but it's got to be better than nothing, right?
Now I just need to get SN bc my dumb arse purchased Nitrate on accident but that should be easy enough to get, here in the states. That's what I'm looking for next after I finish my post.
Anyways, here's to one step closer in putting myself out of this misery <3
Sending love to all!

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be a relief to be getting the things that you need for ctb. I wish you freedom from all suffering for when the time is right for you to leave.

 

[Mia Wallace]

Thank you @FuneralCry! I wish the same for you! <3 it most definitely is a relief, now I just have to fight off any SI when the time comes but I've been confident with this decision for awhile now.

 

[NoLightRemains]

Happy to hear you got the medications you wanted! I have a psych appointment next month and I'm trying to get benzos prescribed also. I struggle with lying but I need to do it to make the CTB smoother. This post is inspiring, thank you.