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ForeverAlone_autist

ForeverAlone_autist

ugly 6’3 autistic guy whos had a rough start
Jul 7, 2024
38
I think if i get tipsy enough im gonna finally do it and hang myself in my room got the vodka now. Just gonna do it till midnight or tomorrow if I end up sleeping. Really hoping this goes well. Unfortunately too poor for dmc SN and one of the websites i used for SN sent me an email saying they don't do it for this country no more
 
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spentspirit

Member
Jun 21, 2024
58
May your journey bring you peace, whichever side of life you land
 
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indefinitesleep

indefinitesleep

It is what it is
Jun 29, 2024
133
hopefully it goes well for you brother and is peaceful
 
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ForeverAlone_autist

ForeverAlone_autist

ugly 6’3 autistic guy whos had a rough start
Jul 7, 2024
38
May your journey bring you peace, whichever side of life you land
Thanks im going to do it later at night i pray this is successful also the hanging point is really high so im going to push my chair so nothing puts me down
 
1043169

1043169

I put the HOT in psychotic
Jul 9, 2024
97
May it bring you peace, and I hope it's good vodka.
 
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Velvetwhisper

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Jul 10, 2024
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Goodluck, I hope you find peace...
 
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ForeverAlone_autist

ForeverAlone_autist

ugly 6’3 autistic guy whos had a rough start
Jul 7, 2024
38
Goodluck, I hope you find peace...
Thank you. Just wrapped around my bedsheets to test if it can hold me up from my chair and holding me down. I am sober right now but i can imagine my SI will go down after I've gotten drunk
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May it bring you peace, and I hope it's good vodka.
It is smirnoff. Trust me i just hope i feel numb while doing it
 
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1043169

1043169

I put the HOT in psychotic
Jul 9, 2024
97
It is smirnoff. Trust me i just hope i feel numb while doing it
Hey Smirnoff is pretty decent for the price point. Have an extra drink for me and good luck. Hope you get the relief you want.
 
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LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
367
Hope you'll find peace, good luck on your journey, xoxo
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
Good luck but alcohol is not a good idea for part of CTB plan, same as things like valium and weed aren't.

They will temporarily make you feel better and have hope. They will likely ruin rather than help a CTB attempt.

Good luck though, I hope you make it.
 
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darkandtwisty

darkandtwisty

Student
Jul 10, 2024
145
I hope you find the peace you're seeking. Rest easy 💜.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Hope you reach the peace you deserve.
 

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