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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
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Old threads get shown in the 'similar threads' part that's on every thread, and many people here never seem to look at the dates. Not much else to it I think.
That makes sense.

Well, I hope OP found freedom from suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,053
This thread is so old. It seems like there is often really old threads on the front page. Sometimes I wonder what happened to all these old users. I hope the op found what they were looking for.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
I don't understand. Are you metavoid? Or why else are you replying to a three year old thread?
Sometimes people search for a certain topic and then post on the thread and this is confusing when this is a very old thread, that is for sure. :)
 
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crippled with grief
Nov 8, 2021
335
I cannot deal with the pain of heartbreak. He ripped my heart out. I tried to get over it but people don't understand that he was the love of my life. No one will ever compare. I am not committing suicide to escape the pain of living, I am committing suicide to escape the pain of heartbreak. I tried. I tried to get over him but I know I won't in a million years. He will haunt me day to day. I will see his face everywhere. I'll cry every single night before I fall asleep, cursing that this happened to me. I am tired of crying.

I gave it a go, I gave it a shot. I tried seeing what life was like without him. I had fun, I made friends. But it's not him. Yes, he was bad for me. He was a lying, cheating asshole. But I loved him and I loved him very, very hard. He formed my entire existence.

I can't heal a broken heart if it's been ripped out and crushed to dust. I am going to jump tonight. If I don't check back in tomorrow, be assured I'm dead.

Goodbye everyone.
glad i stumbled upon this in time. i couldn't have put it better myself. i can't live without her. i hope OP is at peace x
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I don't understand. Are you metavoid? Or why else are you replying to a three year old thread?
No I'm not metavoid just was browsing to threads I relate
 
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Coal54321

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Jun 29, 2022
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I know you're gone now, and I don't believe in an afterlife, but I want to say that your words have resonated with me so much. I am in the same position and struggling so much. I wish it didn't have to be this way for you and I wish it didn't have to be this way for me. God I can't believe it has been over 6 years since you posted this. I was having the best time of my life with my ex at the time and now it has ended in a similar way it ended for you. My time is soon and I am glad you are at peace even though I am so sorry. I hope to soon be at peace also. I never knew you or anything but you will never be forgotten by people like me who are going through the exact same experience when we may come across your post in years to come.
 
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cali22♡

Banned
Nov 11, 2023
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Goodbye and hope you have a good journey

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