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farawaystar
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- Mar 16, 2026
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I've been here for a while. Reading, talking, trying to make sense of things. This place gave me something I never had before — people who didn't look at me like I was broken. People who just understood. Thank you for that.
Now I'm 22. I've made my peace. No more pretending. No more waiting for things to get better. I know they won't.
I'm going to jump. I'll take sedatives before.
I'm not scared. I'm an atheist. I don't believe in anything after. Just nothing. That's what peace looks like to me.
If you're reading this and you're still here, I hope you find your way. Whatever that means for you. Thank you to everyone who talked to me. Especially the ones who saw through the silence. I'll remember you.
Goodbye.
Now I'm 22. I've made my peace. No more pretending. No more waiting for things to get better. I know they won't.
I'm going to jump. I'll take sedatives before.
I'm not scared. I'm an atheist. I don't believe in anything after. Just nothing. That's what peace looks like to me.
If you're reading this and you're still here, I hope you find your way. Whatever that means for you. Thank you to everyone who talked to me. Especially the ones who saw through the silence. I'll remember you.
Goodbye.