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farawaystar

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Mar 16, 2026
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I've been here for a while. Reading, talking, trying to make sense of things. This place gave me something I never had before — people who didn't look at me like I was broken. People who just understood. Thank you for that.

Now I'm 22. I've made my peace. No more pretending. No more waiting for things to get better. I know they won't.

I'm going to jump. I'll take sedatives before.

I'm not scared. I'm an atheist. I don't believe in anything after. Just nothing. That's what peace looks like to me.

If you're reading this and you're still here, I hope you find your way. Whatever that means for you. Thank you to everyone who talked to me. Especially the ones who saw through the silence. I'll remember you.

Goodbye.
 
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find your own way to the Knife
May 1, 2024
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Good luck faraway, I hope it all goes well for you. I'm glad the site made you feel safe and welcomed 🫂

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love and peace for you my friend ❤️🕊️
 
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Oct 30, 2024
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goodbye and good luck, i hope all goes well. you're strong for staying as long as you could. may you find love and happiness :heart:
 
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May 21, 2023
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Good luck! I hope you find peace. :heart:
 
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