goodbye

[howtodisappearr]

hopefully this works

i'm so nervous i'm shaking

 

[naut]

I hope you find peace. Good luck!

 

[Saponification]

What method are you using? Good luck, anyhow.

 

[maplebar]

Best of luck

 

[Breebly]

Maybe take a 5 min break to compose yourself so that your nervousness doesn't impede your method. Wishing you comfort.

 

[amomentspeace]

Wishing you the best, may you find your peace

 

[deadbidaylight]

I hope you're able to find the peace you're seeking. And remember it is not a weakness if you can't follow through. We are here for you regardless of the outcome

 

[Afterglow]

good luck friend

 

[howtodisappearr]

ughhh and of course the SI is kicking in. great. stupid me made plans with someone tomorrow thinking it wouldn't stop me but now all I'm thinking about is them having no where to go and left clueless as to where I am.

sorry everyone I don't mean to be begging for attention i just genuinely wanted to document this so people can know if this method works.

it's so frustrating i had a gut feeling today wasn't the right day yet I ignored it because i wasn't sure when i would get another chance. i have to be in the right mindset and also have no one coming to check on me. i still want to die and pray i will every day but i am haunted by how i know my parents will react and its what's stopping me.

next time i won't post though i feel like a liar and attention sorry everyone to waste your time but thank you everyone for the nice things you said it's nice to be able have people who understand and who won't judge

 

[failedmind]

it's okay to wait and give yourself time to think things over. don't apologize. we are here for you regardless. sending you love

 

[Afterglow]

sorry everyone I don't mean to be begging for attention

you are alright, its literaly human instinct, its really difficult to overcome. no need to rush friend

 

[littlelungs]

There is absolutely no need to apologize or rush; death isn't going anywhere and people will be here for you for as long as you want or need to be here.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find peace from suffering.

 

[amomentspeace]

ughhh and of course the SI is kicking in. great. stupid me made plans with someone tomorrow thinking it wouldn't stop me but now all I'm thinking about is them having no where to go and left clueless as to where I am.

sorry everyone I don't mean to be begging for attention i just genuinely wanted to document this so people can know if this method works.

it's so frustrating i had a gut feeling today wasn't the right day yet I ignored it because i wasn't sure when i would get another chance. i have to be in the right mindset and also have no one coming to check on me. i still want to die and pray i will every day but i am haunted by how i know my parents will react and its what's stopping me.

next time i won't post though i feel like a liar and attention sorry everyone to waste your time but thank you everyone for the nice things you said it's nice to be able have people who understand and who won't judge

It's okay to want company in moments like these. Be well. Hope to chat with you again

 

[RadiantNumber]

I hope you'll find peace my friend

 

[SVEN]

No one here wants to push anyone into living or dying against their own wishes. And no one is bothered if we have to take time to consider or reconsider our actions.
I hope you can settle down and be kind to yourself.
Best wishes.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

ughhh and of course the SI is kicking in. great. stupid me made plans with someone tomorrow thinking it wouldn't stop me but now all I'm thinking about is them having no where to go and left clueless as to where I am.

sorry everyone I don't mean to be begging for attention i just genuinely wanted to document this so people can know if this method works.

it's so frustrating i had a gut feeling today wasn't the right day yet I ignored it because i wasn't sure when i would get another chance. i have to be in the right mindset and also have no one coming to check on me. i still want to die and pray i will every day but i am haunted by how i know my parents will react and its what's stopping me.

next time i won't post though i feel like a liar and attention sorry everyone to waste your time but thank you everyone for the nice things you said it's nice to be able have people who understand and who won't judge

no judgement! you're no liar. SI is biologically built in, we don't get to decide how it affects each of us. give yourself some grace. it's okay to post, no one is gonna shit on that (unless you're spamming with questions that ppl have already answered but this is nottttttt in relation to you, just the main instance where i've seen others get annoyed etc) and if they do or are mean, report them. this is a safe space for a reason. it's human to feel how you're feeling. we're here for you.

 

[bun]

i hope that you finally will be at peace, i am sorry that the people in this life failed you, you will no longer have to suffer and you will be able to rest . you are cared for in your last moments, it is not in vain ♡

 

[howtodisappearr]

What method are you using? Good luck, anyhow.

Inert gas with EEBD hood and argon. Thank you!

Maybe take a 5 min break to compose yourself so that your nervousness doesn't impede your method. Wishing you comfort.

Thank you and yes trying to remember that if I rush I will likely fail

you are alright, its literaly human instinct, its really difficult to overcome. no need to rush friend

thank you and yes you're right i would say the same to anyone else as well
wow i'm tearing up a bit over here reading all your replies, it means so much to me to read all your kind words i would never expect so many strangers to care about my wellbeing and it's so relieving to be able to speak about this stuff without fear. i'm so glad this community exists but it breaks my heart so many good people are suffering, i'm sorry i don't have the energy to reply to everyone but thank you from the bottom of my heart

 

[outrider567]

Inert gas with EEBD hood and argon. Thank you!

Thank you and yes trying to remember that if I rush I will likely fail

thank you and yes you're right i would say the same to anyone else as well
wow i'm tearing up a bit over here reading all your replies, it means so much to me to read all your kind words i would never expect so many strangers to care about my wellbeing and it's so relieving to be able to speak about this stuff without fear. i'm so glad this community exists but it breaks my heart so many good people are suffering, i'm sorry i don't have the energy to reply to everyone but thank you from the bottom of my heart

Inert Gas with EEBD Hood my method too, easiest way I think, to end my suffering...and yours

 

[theboy]

Peace

 

[LostLily]

ughhh and of course the SI is kicking in. great. stupid me made plans with someone tomorrow thinking it wouldn't stop me but now all I'm thinking about is them having no where to go and left clueless as to where I am.

sorry everyone I don't mean to be begging for attention i just genuinely wanted to document this so people can know if this method works.

it's so frustrating i had a gut feeling today wasn't the right day yet I ignored it because i wasn't sure when i would get another chance. i have to be in the right mindset and also have no one coming to check on me. i still want to die and pray i will every day but i am haunted by how i know my parents will react and its what's stopping me.

next time i won't post though i feel like a liar and attention sorry everyone to waste your time but thank you everyone for the nice things you said it's nice to be able have people who understand and who won't judge

that is okay. We all understand how to take the final steps. It is okay not to do it if you are not ready.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

we're here for you op