Goodbye

[WonderingSoul]

Hi. This is my first (and hopefully only) goodbye thread. I'm planning to CTB using SN by following Stan's method. I'm using Meclizine as my Antiemetic and I wasn't able to get any prescribed beta-blockers, but I was able to get every other medicine needed else for this method.

I wasn't originally gonna CTB, but my life just keeps getting worse and worse, while nobody around me will give me a break. What I realized is that the moment I was born from my abusive parents, my life went to shit from the start because now I have nobody to lean on. I could go back to my parents house, but the price will be my soul and mental sanity. And if I don't have like 2 jobs in America today, I'll be homeless, so there really isn't any point. Plus I end up feeling so jealous of everyone around me who grew up with good families. It's so crushing to me. Everyone knows being born into a least a good loving family is one of the greatest privileges, but there isn't any kind of help for those without them. At that point you are pretty much fucked. So there really, REALLY isn't a point in living imo. It's only fair that euthanasia is a basic human right.

Anyway, hopefully nothing goes wrong with my CTB attempt. I'll make a new thread saying I failed if it does. If I don't make a new thread other than this one within the next 3 days, you can cross my name out, Mods.

 

[BrainShower]

I'm so sorry, but I absolutely feel you.
Some of us are fucked from the day we're born. And it takes a long time to realize it.
I hope you get what you need. I read quite a few of your posts and you seem like an intelligent person, i wish I had a friend like you IRL.
Good luck in whatever you choose.

 

[carnivalforone]

im gonna miss you hu tao i hope you find the peace youre searching for

 

[wanttodie]

good luck

 

[Some place nice]

Good luck and I hope for a peaceful end

 

[huphup]

Wishing you the best of luck and an end without pain.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Hopefully some good will come out of this in that your surviving family members will learn how to respect one another and not take each other for granted moving forward.

 

[CloudyNightSky]

We'll miss you but good luck. I'm sure you'll find your peace and have a great time in paradise <3

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

Having abusive parents really sets one for trouble later in life. I wish you a safe journey and eternal peace

 

[Fulminare]

I've seen you around a lot, this place gonna feel different without you. I hope your attempt will be a successful one. Wishing you all the best

 

[CeramicPundit]

I wish you the best of luck. Find peace, and if there is a life after this one, or a heaven, I hope you get there safely. I'm praying for you.

 

[cursedcure]

farewell, this next beer's for you, hope you find peace for yourself

 

[notahappygirl]

Hope everything goes as planned <3

 

[SmollMushroom]

Hi. This is my first (and hopefully only) goodbye thread. I'm planning to CTB using SN by following Stan's method. I'm using Meclizine as my Antiemetic and I wasn't able to get any prescribed beta-blockers, but I was able to get every other medicine needed else for this method.

I wasn't originally gonna CTB, but my life just keeps getting worse and worse, while nobody around me will give me a break. What I realized is that the moment I was born from my abusive parents, my life went to shit from the start because now I have nobody to lean on. I could go back to my parents house, but the price will be my soul and mental sanity. And if I don't have like 2 jobs in America today, I'll be homeless, so there really isn't any point. Plus I end up feeling so jealous of everyone around me who grew up with good families. It's so crushing to me. Everyone knows being born into a least a good loving family is one of the greatest privileges, but there isn't any kind of help for those without them. At that point you are pretty much fucked. So there really, REALLY isn't a point in living imo. It's only fair that euthanasia is a basic human right.

Hi. I can really relate a lot with what you said.
I also had the misfortune of growing up in a dysfunctional family and I know how much it hurts. I often find myself wondering how my life would have been if I had been born in a normal family and sometimes I do feel envious of those who had that privilege, as you said.
It sucks that you have no one you can count on, but that's what happens in situations like ours, you can only count on yourself.
I'm sorry that life brought you to this decision. I hope you can find peace and leave your sorrows behind.

 

[SVEN]

Very best wishes for achieving your desire for peace and rest. Go well.

 

[FallingGrace]

Remember, family can be the loved ones you choose. You owe nothing to those who birthed you. You can build a life with friends, neighbours and community. Wishing you nothing but the best whichever path you choose.

 

[Next]

Have a peaceful trip, sleep well.

 

[monochrom3]

So sorry life has began like that, abusive families are so absurd and unfair. I hope you have the peace you, truly, deserve ♥

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck, may you find peace and freedom what you are searching for!

 

[BarnabasCollins]

I understand and have gone through very similar things. Having abusive parents fucks you from day one. I'll be joining you soon. May you find the peace you deserve but have always been denied. I wish you a painless transition. My thoughts are with you, friend. Safe travels.

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering.

 

[Tears in Rain]

Best of luck! Sorry you had such a shitty deal.

 

[Unknown21]

Your words broke my heart, i understand every single word u say, abusive family can destroy ur life literally mentally, financially, spiritually. My family is massive reason to why do i wanna ctb.

Best wishes. See u on the other side, friend

 

[Burden_Bailey]

Hi. This is my first (and hopefully only) goodbye thread. I'm planning to CTB using SN by following Stan's method. I'm using Meclizine as my Antiemetic and I wasn't able to get any prescribed beta-blockers, but I was able to get every other medicine needed else for this method.

I wasn't originally gonna CTB, but my life just keeps getting worse and worse, while nobody around me will give me a break. What I realized is that the moment I was born from my abusive parents, my life went to shit from the start because now I have nobody to lean on. I could go back to my parents house, but the price will be my soul and mental sanity. And if I don't have like 2 jobs in America today, I'll be homeless, so there really isn't any point. Plus I end up feeling so jealous of everyone around me who grew up with good families. It's so crushing to me. Everyone knows being born into a least a good loving family is one of the greatest privileges, but there isn't any kind of help for those without them. At that point you are pretty much fucked. So there really, REALLY isn't a point in living imo. It's only fair that euthanasia is a basic human right.

Anyway, hopefully nothing goes wrong with my CTB attempt. I'll make a new thread saying I failed if it does. If I don't make a new thread other than this one within the next 3 days, you can cross my name out, Mods.

Good luck. My family has made my life significantly worse too, so I understand how hard that can be. I shall pray for you, that you succeed and cross through the gates of Heaven. There will be a loving family up there waiting for you.

 

[Old Friend]

Best wishes. I'll raise a glass.

 

[stillvoices]

I wish you a peaceful passing. I'm so sorry you had to grow up with those people in your life. No one deserves that. I understand how you feel. I'm in the u.s. and there are so many homeless here. I have to live with family. I love them but they aren't always nice and they would be very indignant if they found out how I felt they treated me after they helped me. I understand how you feel completely.

 

[𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮]

Good Lucky i wish you could get the peace you want.

 

[Hahem]

Rest in peace

 

[0000000000000]

Damn it, this world is so fucking cruel.

It is so cruel that this disgusting world brought him/her to this point. I can't help but feel anger and sadness.

I hope you have peace wherever you are.

 

[Spectre]

The way I wish that was me