Hello,
I have only been here a short time, and in that time I have experienced a lot of compassion and understanding from many.
I have decided that I would no longer like to face the life ahead of me. I have a great future if I wanted to seize it, I am in a doctoral psychology program, I help people every day. Despite this, the future is hollow as a result of my own actions and the regrets that I hold. Regrets that I know I will have every single day. I have a pretty heavy trauma background, and at best I never feel quite 100 percent human.
So, this is my goodbye thread. Thank you to SS and everyone.
Fasted for 15 hours. No water today
4:30 took 800 mg paracetamol and 50 mg meclizine
Will make SN doses soon and take 1 mg benzo with 10 mg ambien
Will keep updated
