Goodbye Thread

[Theanswer]

Hi Everyone - Thank you so much for your warmth and support these past few days. It has helped and meant a lot to me. I will be drinking SN today around 7:00 pm ET. Several hours of stuff left to do but all minor. I'm nervous mostly that I'm going to eff something up but I'm not scared. I'm ready. Please, NO comments about are you sure, can always wait, etc. If you feel that's important, please start your own thread on that. With kindness I say, please respect me and do not post that stuff here.

11:00 am: eat small amount of white pasta with cheese sauce
After eating, solid fast starts

3:00 pm: Clear liquid fast starts though will try to not drink a lot throughout the day. Hopefully, just sips of warm water.

6:00 pm: 600 or 800mg of Ibuprofen with sips of water

6:15 pm: 30 mg of meto and 8 mg of Zofran dissolved under tongue

6:20 pm: 10 mg of klonapin dissolved under tongue

6:30 pm: 60 mg of propranolol dissolved under tongue.

Measure 50 mil of water in each of 3 glasses. Add 25 gm SN to each glass and stir

7:00 pm: On bed with pillows slightly propped up and around me. Drink SN.
Anything I can knock over will be out of the way. Vomit bucket next to me if needed.

 

[becool]

Please post every update

 

[Mountaingirl]

I wish you all the best, and maybe we'll meet soon, somewhere.

 

[anxiety cat]

Wishing you all the best on your journey. I hope you find the peace you deserve

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell. I hope that things go the way that you want them to and you find freedom from your suffering. Best wishes.

 

[Lauriso]

Sending you a kind hug with no judgement whatsoever. <3

 

[Poor Stargazer]

Sending love and strength for your journey

 

[l0sing]

Wishing you find peace x

 

[rationaltake]

May you be free from suffering

 

[Shivali]

 

[Mountaingirl]

Are you from the states? Just to be sure about the time difference to Europe. I'd like to be by your side tonight

 

[FireWalkWithMe]

Best wishes to you.

 

[theboy]

Good trip, bro

 

[Theanswer]

Has anyone actually used a digital scale with the tare function?

 

[blackwidow]

Good trip, bro

the persons a woman

 

[Forever Sleep]

Wishing you a peaceful journey and freedom.

 

[1000winds]

i wish you find the peace that we all long for! Goodluck

 

[Theanswer]

Has anyone actually used a digital scale with the tare function?

Please disregard. All set.
Checking in. Getting a bit anxious but at least I figured out the tare function on the scale. I mean, I'm doing okay but wish someone was here. But I'm okay. Going to finish with the paper work placement, make the sign, pack up a few things and toss a few things. This is not a simple process. I want everything done by 4:00 when I start taking supporting meds. I want to say yikes, but it's not an accurate descriptive. It's more like, wow, here I go....

Gotta find a Mahler album I can stream.

 

[sewercide]

Fly high and beyond this prison. Dont go into the tunnel of light. It's a trap.

 

[blackwidow]

my whole being wants to tell you what you don't want to hear.. my only hope, is that what ever happens this evening, you realise the finality of it.. and tomorrow is not a new day.. so I shall stay silent and bid you good night girl friend

 

[Shepherd's boy]

I wish you peace. Goodbye.

 

[Mountaingirl]

I don't know if I'll be awake until you go (I'm fighting cancer and am on high medication and therefore already sleepy). I lit a candle on my balcony that shall shine bright for you. Safe travels

 

[suicidesheep31.1]

I wish you to find what you are looking for.
Respect anyway

 

[Theanswer]

I don't know if I'll be awake until you go (I'm fighting cancer and am on high medication and therefore already sleepy). I lit a candle on my balcony that shall shine bright for you. Safe travels

Thank you @Mountaingirl. I'm sorry you're in the fight. Big, gentle hug to you. Your thoughts and candle are helping me already. 7:00 pm ET in the U.S.

 

[Huntfish34]

I wish you Nothing but the best,. Thoughts and prayers... Godspeed

 

[Nirrend]

Omg, I'm late, sorry

I'm sorry to sse that it's time...

I hope we will see you up there <3

May you find peace dear mate <3

 

[Theanswer]

Omg, I'm late, sorry

I'm sorry to sse that it's time...

I hope we will see you up there <3

May you find peace dear mate <3

Not late. : ) Drinking SN in two hours.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Wishing you a peaceful journey.

 

[Mountaingirl]

Thank you @Mountaingirl. I'm sorry you're in the fight. Big, gentle hug to you. Your thoughts and candle are helping me already.

@Theanswer You seem to be a nice person. I'm so sorry for the way things went for you. I'll follow you soon, one way or the other. See ya on the other side

 

[Theanswer]

Are you from the states? Just to be sure about the time difference to Europe. I'd like to be by your side tonight

Yes, in the U.S.