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haibane

haibane

Reki
Sep 27, 2023
256
Firstly, i want to express my gratitude to everyone on this forum.
This is really a magical place where i met some of the most amazing people i have ever met in my life and spending time here has been a wonderful experience.
So tysm

Sadly, schizophrenia is just too much for me, everyday is a living hell and its only getting worse everyday. Today i feel really peaceful so i think it's time.

In 2 hours i will take 60mg of metopimazine and 1 hour after i will take 20g of sn.
I will make 2 cups of 20g in case i vomit it and i have benzos if i feel too anxious.
Goodbye everyone!

I hope u will find the peace you all deserve
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
Good luck and good bye.
 
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CouldaHvBeenARock

CouldaHvBeenARock

Farewell, My Concubine
Nov 16, 2023
147
Wishing you good fortunes,Farewell
 
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evannave

evannave

love you guys <3
Feb 27, 2024
163
Goodbye friend! Wishing you the best of luck in this life and the next.
 
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AbsentMindedHuman

AbsentMindedHuman

One day, ill be free
Apr 25, 2024
133
Farewell, I hope you are at peace.
 
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Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
241
Goodbye wishing you goodluck and peace 💜
 
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ieatcrayons

ieatcrayons

Member
Apr 5, 2024
33
I hope you find the peace you are looking for. Good luck friend.
 
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Light_

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
830
Firstly, i want to express my gratitude to everyone on this forum.
This is really a magical place where i met some of the most amazing people i have ever met in my life and spending time here has been a wonderful experience.
So tysm

Sadly, schizophrenia is just too much for me, everyday is a living hell and its only getting worse everyday. Today i feel really peaceful so i think it's time.

In 2 hours i will take 60mg of metopimazine and 1 hour after i will take 20g of sn.
I will make 2 cups of 20g in case i vomit it and i have benzos if i feel too anxious.
Goodbye everyone!

I hope u will find the peace you all deserve
🙏🙏🙏

I understand brain problems you can't control, and I'm so sorry. If you are brave and I hope it's peaceful and that you will finally be free. I pray that there's a second life after and people like you and so many of us have another chance somehow.
 
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Optimu$

Optimu$

Death Is Non Negotiable
May 10, 2024
87
I raise a glass to what is hopefully a successful exit 🥃. Safe travels R.I.P
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,472
I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, best wishes.
 
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billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
622
I hope you find the peace you are looking for
 
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Timothy7dff

Timothy7dff

Wizard
Apr 10, 2024
657
I hope everything goes well. Schizophrenia is a very good reason to CTB. 🙏 Good luck!
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,084
I always enjoyed seeing your posts. I hope you find the peace you're looking for. Best wishes.
 
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Timothy7dff

Timothy7dff

Wizard
Apr 10, 2024
657
. I pray that there's a second life after and people like you and so many of us have another chance somehow.
I hope there's not. I hope there's nothingness or something better. I took full advantage of a second chance at life only to get destroyed by some truly evil people.
 
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phoebonebe

phoebonebe

bone bag tagged 'phoebe'
Sep 28, 2023
22
we joined on the same day and we both love haibane .. i hope you're resting well
 
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hxppythxught

hxppythxught

。゚•┈୨♡୧┈• 。゚
Feb 14, 2023
93
Rest well, i hope you found the peace you were looking for. ^^
 
cali22♡

cali22♡

Banned
Nov 11, 2023
450
its Sad that you need to choose this way

Goodbye

Rest in peace
 
boddibo

boddibo

bot
Dec 19, 2023
5,278
I'm a bit late it seems, I hope everything went well for you and that you're at peace now
 

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