More likely a delayed one.
I always wanted to have one. I liked the idea of being supported at that time. Not feeling quite so alone- I'm sure I'll be afraid. Still, what can anyone actually say? They're all pretty much the same: 'I hope you find peace'. It's gotten to the point where I don't tend to comment on them because, I just don't know what else to say and it looks so low effort. Anything more and, it might look dodgy. With the heightened scrutiny of the forum, how do you really wish someone well without appearing to encourage a suicide? So, I've sort of made the decision to not comment so much now on them and to save people the risk of commenting on my (potential) live goodbye.
Other reasons are that I want no possibility of being prevented from doing it. I just think notifying the internet you are about to commit does carry some risk.
Plus, you occassionally get a do-gooder pro-lifer on them trying to 'save' someone. Having to try and justify myself to someone when I would likely be freaking out about the actual process would really piss me off. Generally, other people lynch them before the OP has to get involved but, I don't want agro and debate right before I do something scary.
I do like the idea of some form of goodbye though. I've felt more sad myself when familiar members here have just disappeared. You're always left wondering. Not that I expect people to expect it but, I've always felt so grateful to this community. It's helped me so much. It seems right to leave some sort of goodbye and final thanks. I expect it will be hard working up to it and doing it without support to be honest but, I suspect I'll try.