Goodbye thread, I hope

[evanescent_eva]

I'm hoping that this will be my last post.

Survival instinct is a little stronger now. It would've been optimal to die an hour ago, but something in the back of my head kept me around for just a little longer. Unrelatedly, I don't think my thrashing about after passing out will disturb anyone. I haven't heard anything other than the elevator and outside traffic since getting to my room - there's something about the insulation of the walls and the hum of the room that gives me confidence. Plus, the door comes equipped with a lock and a deadbolt - I think it would take a lot of effort to get into my room. And I'm on the second highest floor, which will buy me some extra time, too.

Like many who reach this stage, I find myself thinking about what will happen after death. Will it be oblivion? Reincarnation? Hell? A becoming one with a greater consciousness in the universe? I'm not even convinced that I'll find the answers in death. And what will become of my family, and friends, and dog? If any of you somehow manage to read this, know that I love you, and I'm sorry that I couldn't bear the burden of being alive for you any longer.

Well, my appointed time is here. Wishing you all care, and support, and peace, and love.

 

[Wolf Girl]

I hope you find what you're looking for.

 

[Lyn]

Like many who reach this stage, I find myself thinking about what will happen after death. Will it be oblivion? Reincarnation? Hell? A becoming one with a greater consciousness in the universe?

And with of these would you prefer?

 

[Dejected 55]

Well, my appointed time is here. Wishing you all care, and support, and peace, and love.

Sincerely hoping you find the peace you seek and deserve.

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

Will it be oblivion?

Oblivion would be my personal choice. I hope you found the peace you were looking for and then some.

 

[EternalShore]

See ya, Eva~ I wish you the best and will pray for you~ :) It was nice getting to talk to you and counting together too~ hehe~ :) We beat Namelesa together! Teehee~ >:3

 

[homeboundcripple]

I'm hoping that this will be my last post.

Survival instinct is a little stronger now. It would've been optimal to die an hour ago, but something in the back of my head kept me around for just a little longer. Unrelatedly, I don't think my thrashing about after passing out will disturb anyone. I haven't heard anything other than the elevator and outside traffic since getting to my room - there's something about the insulation of the walls and the hum of the room that gives me confidence. Plus, the door comes equipped with a lock and a deadbolt - I think it would take a lot of effort to get into my room. And I'm on the second highest floor, which will buy me some extra time, too.

Like many who reach this stage, I find myself thinking about what will happen after death. Will it be oblivion? Reincarnation? Hell? A becoming one with a greater consciousness in the universe? I'm not even convinced that I'll find the answers in death. And what will become of my family, and friends, and dog? If any of you somehow manage to read this, know that I love you, and I'm sorry that I couldn't bear the burden of being alive for you any longer.

Well, my appointed time is here. Wishing you all care, and support, and peace, and love.

life is a hiccup of consciousness between two oblivions

 

[evanescent_eva]

Fuck me I'm still here. I guess I'm in recovery now. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I hate it here.

 

[Already_dead]

I would assume the door in question is an interior door (like the bathroom door for instance). I wouldn't presume someone would do this on the front door to a hotel room where any random person could just walk by and see it.

Oh yeah, you're right! Just ignore me, I'm brain dead apparently

 

[Wolf Girl]

Fuck me I'm still here. I guess I'm in recovery now. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I hate it here.

I'm sorry. I'm stuck in recovery too. Are you okay physically?

 

[rozeske]

Fuck me I'm still here. I guess I'm in recovery now. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I hate it here.

What happened? I hope you are alright and no physical damage. Good thoughts your way

 

[RadiantNumber]

I hope you'll get better life there and find happiness, goodbye

 

[monetpompo]

wishing you well whether you go later or stay. maybe you'll like the hotel breakfast. i'm super sleepy so i might have to snooze and wait until tomorrow. i hope you didn't get injured during your attempt.

 

[spero_meliora]

Fuck me I'm still here. I guess I'm in recovery now. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I hate it here.

I hope you're okay - both physically and mentally (though I think I know the answer to the latter right now...). Remember that it's fucking hard to CTB, things can either go wrong or SI will be a bitch. We're here for you if you need to talk/vent.

 

[bankai]

I'm relieved you're still here OP.Hope you heal and life gets better.Hugs.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

Fuck me I'm still here. I guess I'm in recovery now. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I hate it here.

Survival instinct becomes the stronger the planned time of death aproaches, I experienced the same a number of times. We only accept death when we know that it is inevitable.

 

[Namelesa]

Fuck me I'm still here. I guess I'm in recovery now. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I hate it here.

I am so sorry it didn't work out how you wanted it too :< SI really is a bastard. Hopefully you get out of your pain soon, one way or another.