Goodbye thread. Been on here since 2018 and finally ending it.

[Dot]

 

[ForbiddenSiren]

I hope your journey goes well. Im sorry you have been through what you have :(

 

[I want to end it]

Pouring out the N now and putting the Stevia sweetener in.


edit: Poured it out. There's a lot to drink. More than I thought.


edit: about to drink it now but it smells quite bad
downed it. its ok. kind of vile

bye

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Just wanted to say rest well and be at peace.

 

[U. A.]

Ok I am going to take the anti emetics soon. Wait 30 minutes then do it.

Thank you! Yes it was a nice experience. She was really friendly. I have never been treated like that by a woman before. I looked up online how to give oral to a woman (yes I'm clueless like that) and that's what I did with her.

But I am forced to ctb for the reasons I mentioned earlier.


If a mod can edit the title after I leave, adding something like "Resource for N taste" after it. I hope to help people with how N tastes for anyone who ctbs with N in the future.


edit: Ok I took 3 anti emetic tablets about 5 minutes ago and used a strong mint mouthwash. Waiting about 30 minutes before I do it.

Pouring out the N now and putting the Stevia sweetener in.


edit: Poured it out. There's a lot to drink. More than I thought.


edit: about to drink it now but it smells quite bad
downed it. its ok. kind of vile

bye

Goodbye, beautiful human...

 

[MidnightDream]

Rest in peace <3

 

[Hope:-)]

So much love to you xx

 

[IMq2BqnTmLMG]

Godspeed.

 

[Final-push123]

Have a pleasant trip

 

[Tiberius85]

So sad to see another go, feeling there was no other way out. Hope you find peace.

 

[Hope:-)]

Rest in Peace xx

 

[madebrief]

Farewell, ever bless.

 

[Pluto]

Goodbye my friend.

 

[TAW122]

I may be late, but I hope you had a peaceful transition into the void.

 

[LivideLamb]

Wishing you luck and peace xo

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

Have a safe journey.

 

[LI3]

I am thinking of you and am with you from afar. I wish you peace through every step of the way. I wish you true happiness, freedom and love while you travel and when you arrive. You are in All of our hearts and minds, Lil

It feels a bit surreal that it has come to this, but I am finally going to be ctbing. I have been on here since 2018. The site was different back then. It was newly formed, I joined only 1 month after it started. I prepared my method and I was ready to do it in September and again in October but I didn't. Life was looking better in 2019. However since the beginning of 2020, it's been getting progressively worse for me and now circumstances have forced me to do it. If I don't do it this month, I will be in very deep problems.

My method is N and I will be going tomorrow. It still doesn't feel normal that I will be ending my life but like I say, circumstances have forced me to.

Thank you for reading. I will update when I do it. I will also say what N smells and tastes like. But I can't say more than that after I take it, because I must switch off my computer before the N takes effect.

 

[LI3]

I am thinking of you and am with you from afar. I wish you peace through every step of the way. I wish you true happiness, freedom and love while you travel and when you arrive. You are in All of our hearts and minds, Lil

I'm still with you. We All are. We're sending you so much love, Lil

 

[Hollowillow]

I'm all teary. Such gentle soul... So kind that he cared to give an orgasm to an escort, and to teach us about N taste...

I wish the family could have helped, but asking even social services for help only got me psychological abuse...

Flee this world, all gentle, like you are... I beg the universe to accept to free you.

 

[SexyIncél]

I'm all teary. Such gentle soul... So kind that he cared to give an orgasm to an escort

HAHAHHA, one day I hope someone says something as incredible about me!

 

[LI3]

Have a safe journey.