goodbye ss

[fastlife]

hello everyone i have 2 chances to go tonight i think i'm going to drink sn not sure i'm following the stan guide i'm doing 48hr regimen at 00:00 i'm drinking the sn if i don't go today i'm going next friday i doubt did i prepare everything well? i really don't think i will drink it tonight i have the feeling but if not i will drink it next friday sws well thats also my last chance to find the peace i want

what do you think of my regime I am 21 years old and 50 kg

Dag 1	Medicatie en dosis
08:00u	1 x 10 mg motilum
16:00u	1 x 10 mg motilum
24:00 uur	1 x 10 mg motilum
Dag 2	Medicatie en dosis
08:00u	1 x 10 mg motilum
16:00u	1 x 10 mg motilum
23.00 uur	600 mg Ibuprofen
23:15 uur	3 x 10 mg motilum
23:30 uur	3x75 zantac ranitidine
24:00 uur	SN drankje 2x25sn in 50ml water

 

[Circles]

hello everyone i have 2 chances to go tonight i think i'm going to drink sn not sure i'm following the stan guide i'm doing 48hr regimen at 00:00 i'm drinking the sn if i don't go today i'm going next friday i doubt did i prepare everything well? i really don't think i will drink it tonight i have the feeling but if not i will drink it next friday sws well thats also my last chance to find the peace i want

what do you think of my regime I am 21 years old and 50 kg

Dag 1	Medicatie en dosis
08:00u	1 x 10 mg motilum
16:00u	1 x 10 mg motilum
24:00 uur	1 x 10 mg motilum
Dag 2	Medicatie en dosis
08:00u	1 x 10 mg motilum
16:00u	1 x 10 mg motilum
23.00 uur	600 mg Ibuprofen
23:15 uur	3 x 10 mg motilum
23:30 uur	3x75 zantac ranitidine
24:00 uur	SN drankje 2x25sn in 50ml water

Hey the amount of SN needed is only 25 g not double the amount. The more you take the more likely you'll vomit atleast from what I've read.

 

[fastlife]

Hey the amount of SN needed is only 25 g not double the amount. The more you take the more likely you'll vomit atleast from what I've read.

hey i'm still here it will be before next friday as i thought i have 25g sn ready and 25g for when i have to vomit so have 2 glasses of sn25g i drink the 2nd when i vomit

Hey the amount of SN needed is only 25 g not double the amount. The more you take the more likely you'll vomit atleast from what I've read.

do you think there is a good chance that I will ctb?

 

[Circles]

hey i'm still here it will be before next friday as i thought i have 25g sn ready and 25g for when i have to vomit so have 2 glasses of sn25g i drink the 2nd when i vomit


do you think there is a good chance that I will ctb?

You're right about having a second glass in case you vomit then so my bad. Thanks for correcting me.

Yes with that amount of SN.

 

[rationaltake]

Are you sure you really want to ctb?

 

[fastlife]

Are you sure you really want to ctb?

yes absolutely I was born deformed I have nothing no job refused everywhere always put on a hood when I walk across the street otherwise I will be laughed at I can no longer live in peace here

Are you sure you really want to ctb?

and no I don't want to die but I have no choice every person wants to live here in peace but this life is unfortunately not for everyone

 

[bad luck]

Good luck. I will go soon, but I will not be able to use antiemetics

 

[fastlife]

Good luck. I will go soon, but I will not be able to use antiemetics

Finding ae is easy I also planned to go without but found all ae easy no need a doctor nothing

 

[rationaltake]

yes absolutely I was born deformed I have nothing no job refused everywhere always put on a hood when I walk across the street otherwise I will be laughed at I can no longer live in peace here

and no I don't want to die but I have no choice every person wants to live here in peace but this life is unfortunately not for everyone

I understand. Life is so unfair.

 

[fastlife]

I understand. Life is so unfair.

yup how humanity and nature work unfortunately no one knows people are born sick deformed signs are born dead but I'm not afraid of death I'm afraid to survive after death nothing is the same as before our birth rest and silence

 

[rationaltake]

yup how humanity and nature work unfortunately no one knows people are born sick deformed signs are born dead but I'm not afraid of death I'm afraid to survive after death nothing is the same as before our birth rest and silence

I wish you peace.

 

[fastlife]

I wish you peace

thank you my friend i leave next friday but i will be here and when i drink the sn i shut everything down i lie down never to wake up

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering so much to get to this point. I know that this life can be unbearable when everything is hopeless. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Graytaichi]

Goodbye, safe travels

 

[Dead Meat]

I'm so sorry my friend I have some deformities from getting a chronic disease from when I was a child. I know how people have treated me and it's disgusting. My heart breaks for you and I wish you everlasting peace and tranquility.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I wish you peace and love. In case I don't get to say goodbye.
Rest well.

 

[bad luck]

Finding ae is easy I also planned to go without but found all ae easy no need a doctor nothing

My private messenger is open. :)

 

[fastlife]

I'm so sorry my friend I have some deformities from getting a chronic disease from when I was a child. I know how people have treated me and it's disgusting. My heart breaks for you and I wish you everlasting peace and tranquility.

thank you friend everyone should be able to be themselves here too bad that is not allowed but i am my part may putin throw an atomicbo in a moment then we are all done with humanity we all know what a fucking world this is
but we are going to hold on for another week and 11/03 I will drink the sn on Friday night I am home alone all weekend so will not be found until Sunday

 

[Graytaichi]

Hope u find peace.

 

[Feeding Pigeons]

Godspeed.

 

[fastlife]

hello everyone i have 2 chances to go tonight i think i'm going to drink sn not sure i'm following the stan guide i'm doing 48hr regimen at 00:00 i'm drinking the sn if i don't go today i'm going next friday i doubt did i prepare everything well? i really don't think i will drink it tonight i have the feeling but if not i will drink it next friday sws well thats also my last chance to find the peace i want

what do you think of my regime I am 21 years old and 50 kg

hello everyone i have 2 chances to go tonight i think i'm going to drink sn not sure i'm following the stan guide i'm doing 48hr regimen at 00:00 i'm drinking the sn if i don't go today i'm going next friday i doubt did i prepare everything well? i really don't think i will drink it tonight i have the feeling but if not i will drink it next friday sws well thats also my last chance to find the peace i want

what do you think of my regime I am 21 years old and 50 kg

update:i got my domperidone today i'm all set to go it's just pick a nice day i guess it will be in 9 days on friday i made some adjustments i'm on stat dose and use nexium instead of ranitidine

???
now I had a question stan guide says no water for 2 hours how should you take ae that is not possible without water?

23.00 uur	600 mg Ibuprofen
23:15 uur	3 x 10 mg domperidone (motilium)
23:30 uur	80mg nexium
24:00 uur	SN drankje 2x25sn in 50ml water