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AnonGermany

AnonGermany

Student
Jul 9, 2023
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Change of plans, anxiety is slowly kicking in and i will only overthink everything.

I didnt eat for about 40 hours and reduced water intake alot today.
Will Drink SN in about an hour.
Took pain meds just now, last meto dosage in 5 minutes.

I will prepare 3 glasses with 35g SN and different SN brands that i ordered. If i puke after 1 Glass i will Drink the 2nd Glass, then the third.

Please be here for me while i try to leave
 

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withdrawalishell

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May 13, 2024
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Germany? Ich wünsch dir alles gute<3
 
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cosmic_traveler

cosmic_traveler

Eternal Spirit Experiencing a Human Moment
Dec 23, 2023
310
It sounds like you've got your mind set. Be well on your journey.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I just wanted to reply in your other thread and ask how you r doing. We're here with you! :heart:🫂

Good luck ans safe travels! I hope you find peace & freedom! 🫂
 
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final_countdown12

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May 7, 2024
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You are not alone on this my friend. ❤️
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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I wish you the best, I hope everything goes well for you ❤️
 
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Evolution9

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Good luck
 
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bakkikak

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Feb 23, 2024
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Change of plans, anxiety is slowly kicking in and i will only overthink everything.

I didnt eat for about 40 hours and reduced water intake alot today.
Will Drink SN in about an hour.
Took pain meds just now, last meto dosage in 5 minutes.

I will prepare 3 glasses with 35g SN and different SN brands that i ordered. If i puke after 1 Glass i will Drink the 2nd Glass, then the third.

Please be here for me while i try to leave
Farewell, my friend, I hope it'll all go well ❤️
 
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lann.371

lann.371

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May 15, 2024
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Good luck on this.
 
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Timothy7dff

Timothy7dff

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Apr 10, 2024
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We're here with you. It sounds like you planned this out well and have thought about it a lot. Good luck with everything.
 
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justcallmeJ

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Nov 9, 2023
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Goodluck, I hope you will find peace, i shall be here with you <3
 
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fsociety

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Mar 25, 2024
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Wish you all the best for your journey ❤️
 
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samicitchka

It Hurts Until it Doesn't.
Apr 14, 2024
33
Safe journey ❤️
 
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AnonGermany

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Jul 9, 2023
157
Thank you for your messages. 20minutes to go. Not sure how something this small is supposed to give me what i always desired.
 

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bearbrikk

Listen to the voice in your head
May 2, 2024
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We are in this toghether
 
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wsx-rt

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Apr 17, 2024
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Please write what you will feel when you drink, breathing problems, pain or something else, thank you, and I wish you peace and tranquility
Thank you for your messages. 20minutes to go. Not sure how something this small is supposed to give me what i always desired.
 
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OrphicEnd

OrphicEnd

ㅤㅤ‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎
Aug 24, 2023
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You are well equipped, this should go well, and I hope so ! Best wishes
 
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goodoldnoname923

Wanting to find peace
Mar 28, 2024
834
Change of plans, anxiety is slowly kicking in and i will only overthink everything.

I didnt eat for about 40 hours and reduced water intake alot today.
Will Drink SN in about an hour.
Took pain meds just now, last meto dosage in 5 minutes.

I will prepare 3 glasses with 35g SN and different SN brands that i ordered. If i puke after 1 Glass i will Drink the 2nd Glass, then the third.

Please be here for me while i try to leave
How do you want us to be there exactly via text or call or what? If you mean psychically i don't think i could sadly

Edit:ok this is why scim reading is silly,your going like rn so it's certainly not the ladder. I hope this goes well for you user i'm not sure if we've interacted before (if we have my apologies my memory is shit) but i wish the a peaceful and painless passing
 
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baller

"such is life"
Apr 30, 2024
59
Cya man, hope all goes well :heart:
 
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AnonGermany

AnonGermany

Student
Jul 9, 2023
157
Please write what you will feel when you drink, breathing problems, pain or something else, thank you, and I wish you peace and tranquility
Will try to as good as i can
How do you want us to be there exactly via text or call or what? If you mean psychically i don't think i could sadly

Edit:ok this is why scim reading is silly,your going like rn so it's certainly not the ladder. I hope this goes well for you user i'm not sure if we've interacted before (if we have my apologies my memory is shit) but i wish the a peaceful and painless passing
I am already happy to not feel alone while reading you guys messages.
I hate this topic so much, because i cant be with the people i love because nobody would let me do it
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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We are all here with you, how are you feeling now?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,330
How r u doing now? How many minutes left? :heart:🫂

I hope all goes well for you and may you find eternal freedom & peace!
 
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AnonGermany

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Jul 9, 2023
157
Okay time to Drink the first Glass, im a Bit scared. I will attempt to try it super quickly
 
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AnonGermany

AnonGermany

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Jul 9, 2023
157
Drank it. Disgustingly salty. Laying on my right side now
 
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fleetingnight

fleetingnight

incapable of shutting up
May 2, 2024
662
We're all here for you<3 I hope the journey is as quick and calm as possible

Whatever happens, we'll all be here for you 🫂
 
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justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

<3
Nov 9, 2023
417
I hope your journey is as peaceful as it can be <3
Also dont be afraid to call an ambulance if you regret it
 
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