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BurningShipFractal

BurningShipFractal

bpd autismoid
Mar 22, 2026
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my original date was april 7th but due to recent events ive decided that if i get desperate enough i might as well just do it right now. ive booked a train to nyc and i will jump off the highest hotel balcony i can find. goodnight everyone
 
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Redacted.Audio

Music and games, all a girl could ever want
Mar 30, 2026
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Goodnight, rest well. I wish nothing but the best for you
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

:3
Apr 10, 2025
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Sending hugs from Australia :hug:
my original date was april 7th but due to recent events ive decided that if i get desperate enough i might as well just do it right now. ive booked a train to nyc and i will jump off the highest hotel balcony i can find. goodnight everyone
If the height is under 10 storeys, there is a risk of just injury... even if 10 or more, if there are cars or smth that can slow the fall, there's a risk of just injury.

Also, u can always choose to cancel, continue, or delay the plans, even after posting.
 
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BurningShipFractal

BurningShipFractal

bpd autismoid
Mar 22, 2026
12
Sending hugs from Australia :hug:

If the height is under 10 storeys, there is a risk of just injury... even if 10 or more, if there are cars or smth that can slow the fall, there's a risk of just injury.

Also, u can always choose to cancel, continue, or delay the plans, even after posting.
its well over 10 so i think i should be fine, i will be landing on raw asphalt so theres a pretty low chance im living through this
 
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chudcell

chudcell

BPD + attachment issues :/
Feb 20, 2026
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my original date was april 7th but due to recent events ive decided that if i get desperate enough i might as well just do it right now. ive booked a train to nyc and i will jump off the highest hotel balcony i can find. goodnight everyone
Safe travels and goodluck ❤️
If you change your mind, im here for you. I know what having bpd is like :)
 
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May 10, 2025
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good luck, I hope you find peace ❤️‍🩹
 
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Matchaaa

Matchaaa

Please excuse any tone misunderstandings,thank you
Dec 10, 2025
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whatever decision you make,I hope you find peace and relief.
I wishing you all the best,good luck.
 
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Just wanting some peace
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I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 

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