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seekingpeacefulend
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- Apr 13, 2023
- 59
Iam also in nz. Even after over a dozen referrals they just send back there's nothing we can offer you or there's nothing we can do for you. They said that because I'm not actively attempting to suicide and just chronically suicidal I don't have mental health issue. There's no support and only time they think you need it is when you suicide. Can't get help anywhereYou seem panicked to make a decision. It's okay to sit with your feelings and thoughts for a bit. I'm not sure where in the world you are, but in New Zealand the mental health system is so broken. No matter how you put it, ctb is a definite thing. It's literally the last decision in your life that you'll make if youdo it... So allow time, be patient with yourself. You are a person with feelings, and so you should do what's right for you.