Goodbye for the last time(today or tomorrow)

[Baguette]

My last few days on here have shown me just how many other people suffer in life, times up for me, I've thought long and hard about this and I know it's right for me.

I'm planning the train decapitation method either today at 15:20 or the same time tomorrow, today could be a bit of a stretch as I was forced to go to my aunt's house to help with DIY. I might get out in time to go ahead with it today but if not it Will be tomorrow. I will document this and let people know on here before i do it. Thank you all.

 

[imnotyourprotaganist]

I hope you find peace x

 

[Isadeth]

I hope you find the peace and comfort you are searching for. That's a terrifying method, at least for me. It would put my SI into overdrive. I wish you the best, and remember it's okay if you don't. ♡

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

I wish you alot of luck and peace, and balls of steel. If you go through with it, i hope you dont feel any pain.

Have a safe trip and rest well.

 

[illbeinthegarage]

wish you a smooth and quick exit <3

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I hope your transition is smooth and no pain accompanies you.

I could never choose decapitation! You've got guts.

May you find the peace you seek, love. x

 

[rhiino]

I wish you luck. I have the feeling that SI is not so bad with this method, as you are so passive, you just have to lay there.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

A fellow decapitation user. It's sad to see you go, but in any event I wish you peace.

 

[Brackenshire]

A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if you decide to stay welcome home

 

[Iwantoknow]

I wish you find peace. We are here for you if you decide to stay longer.

 

[Deleted member 19276]

Wishing you a peaceful journey! The train method seems like something extremely difficult to me, but sometimes, I know it's also one that will hardly fail.

 

[Baguette]

I'm planning the train decapitation method either today at 15:20 or the same time tomorrow, today could be a bit of a stretch as I was forced to go to my aunt's house to help with DIY. I might get out in time to go ahead with it today but if not it Will be tomorrow.

In short I'm still here(sadly). I rushed out after I spent longer than I wanted to at my aunt's house but I never made it to the spot in time. Tomorrow it is.

 

[Deleted member 19276]

In short I'm still here(sadly). I rushed out after I spent longer than I wanted to at my aunt's house but I never made it to the spot in time. Tomorrow it is.

Hey, don't worry that you rushed. These things, they take careful planning. Whatever happens tomorrow, I hope it goes according to how you wanted.

 

[islima]

I hope you find peace in your journey. Safe journey.

 

[Lost_the_will2_live]

I'm from Scotland if you want to chat about things. You don't need to rush into anything if your having doubts , I'm here for you

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I'm sorry your life is so bad that you feel the need to CTB. I wish you peace.

 

[limpingtowardfreedom]

Good luck.

Be absolutely sure. And there's no shame if you're not, just wisdom. May the right thing happen.

 

[palebluedot]

Is there anything we can do for you?

 

[Baguette]

Just enjoying my last few hours on Earth as best I can, I leave my home at 14:50 to get to the spot where the train goes by. I'm going to take a photo of the area when I get there and post a quick goodbye message on Twitter so people know where I've gone to(2 minutes before the train goes by so if anyone phones police they won't get there in time). I'm feeling kind of excited to be honest, maybe it's weird to feel that way but that's how I feel.

 

[Isadeth]

I hope it's painless and you're finally at peace. ♡ what have you done to enjoy the last few hours, if you don't mind me asking?

 

[Brackenshire]

A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if you decide to stay welcome home

 

[Baguette]

I hope it's painless and you're finally at peace. ♡ what have you done to enjoy the last few hours, if you don't mind me asking?

Just listening to some good music while looking through this forum and getting the last few things in order(quick shower, my note etc)

 

[wonderworld]

good luck, my friend xxxx

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

Just listening to some good music while looking through this forum and getting the last few things in order(quick shower, my note etc)

What music? I wish you peace

 

[wonderworld]

Just listening to some good music while looking through this forum and getting the last few things in order(quick shower, my note etc)

I'm guessing you're in the UK time zone, I'll be thinking about you in an hour <3

 

[DeadButDreaming]

All the best, brother.

 

[Baguette]

What music? I wish you peace

The Killers first album, Hot Fuss

I'm guessing you're in the UK time zone, I'll be thinking about you in an hour <3

Yes I am.

 

[m00nl1ght]

Are you still there?

 

[Baguette]

Are you still there?

I've just left my house, I'm walking to the spot where I'll ctb as we speak.

 

[Soul]

I wish you the right outcome for you, whatever you decide. x