Goodbye Folks

[CaliCatCharlie]

I'm finally CTB tonight, it was nice being here for the time. Hopefully I succeed this time. If not I'll be back.

 

[aminend]

I hope u luck. Whats ur method

 

[CaliCatCharlie]

My method is partial hanging.

 

[ocklepold]

My method is partial hanging.

Hope everything goes well.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

If this is it, I hope the darkness takes you quickly and your exit is painless.

 

[CaliCatCharlie]

Thanks y'all just need to shower and I'll be on my way.

 

[Werewolf.]

I'm sorry it's come down to see. For what it's worth, I kind of do hope you'll be back. You're younger than me and seeing you go out this way is painful. Also, I see we have the same join date.

 

[CaliCatCharlie]

So update, I took an edible so I can be relaxed when it happens. Just kind of waiting for it to kick in now.

I'm sorry it's come down to see. For what it's worth, I kind of do hope you'll be back. You're younger than me and seeing you go out this way is painful. Also, I see we have the same join date.

It is sad, but I kind of realized that I won't ever get any further than where I am right now.

 

[SheJumped]

If you're young I do encourage you to give it sometime. I understand why we're all here but there could be a few experiences waiting to be had.
With that, if you do move forward with your choice I hope for a safe and peaceful journey.

 

[FuneralCry]

If this is your choice, then I wish you peace.

 

[CaliCatCharlie]

Been trying to avoid this all morning but my method didn't go as planned. Need to adjust my method more. Feeling like a failure right now.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Don't make yourself feel worse. Things didn't go as planned. That's okay. If the time wasn't right, it wasn't right. Sometimes, it takes a few failures to provide us with clarity.

 

[pole]

Been trying to avoid this all morning but my method didn't go as planned. Need to adjust my method more. Feeling like a failure right now.

sorry about what's happening with your plans.

you aren't a failure at all. its okay to hold it off, instead of being impulsive and forcing your hand, which is when things go wrong.

CTBing itself is a very hard thing to do. outside of the method and the planning, the act itself is just tough and takes a lot out of you.

the majority of people on this forum have been in the same position as your in, and it's okay not to go through with it, whether it's because of planning or method stuff.

if anything, i hope things turn around for you. nonetheless, wishing you the best with whatever you choose to do.

take care.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Like others have said. There is no shame in not succeeding. I came close a few times and couldn't go through with it. 2 were very close. Unfortunately I'm still here. I wish you the best and hope you are able to find peace.

 

[SuicideRun]

Been trying to avoid this all morning but my method didn't go as planned. Need to adjust my method more. Feeling like a failure right now.

Don't feel like a failure, however planned and desired it remains a very difficult thing to do.

 

[Werewolf.]

So update, I took an edible so I can be relaxed when it happens. Just kind of waiting for it to kick in now.

It is sad, but I kind of realized that I won't ever get any further than where I am right now.

I feel that way, too. I have been standing still for years. Everyone else has gotten so far ahead of me now, even those who are younger than I am. Also, I read your last post in this thread. Don't feel bad. Maybe you can use this time to think more about what you are planning on doing. Maybe even during the meantime things will get better. Who knows. If you need to talk, my PMs are always open.