Tomorrow I will CTB by Train. My mom has been trying to prevent me but if I get to go outside, I'm gonna do it. I suffer from schizophrenia. Every day psychosis and voices. I also have depression. Hope everyone here finds peace
Here are some fun facts before you go: the brain is a ball of nerves. Nerves are made out if b vitamins. If we don't eat enough the nerve can't be renewed. B vitamin deficiency CAUSE SKIZOPHRENIA! It can probably be caused be reactive hypiglycemia, lack of sleep, psychiatric medication can cause psychiatric illnesses as side effect... So instead to help you understand your depression (the body crying for its needs) they probably made you worse with toxic drugs. Uninown allergies could do. Someone did partial hanging & heard voices for a week after. We have many beains, emotional, rational, primal. They speak together. I used to lack b viramins, couldn't even make enough blood, so a voice was telling me to kill & drink blood. Scary then, perfect sense now. I take supplements.
You can try that... Or... I read that it's best to put our neck on the tracks of a train. A girl went feet first & lost them. Must find a blind spot so the driver won't stop. I don't know... After a turn behind a bush? I wonder if I should tie my neck to the track or if even doable. Scared to just get knocked out brain damaged (a car did without my will). But would be scarier if unable to flee if we change our mind.
You can sneak out at night.
I planned partial hanging but if you're found you can get brain damaged bad... And the convulsions can wake your parents. Maybe if they go work & you're home?
The sad thing is that even with a cure the label & prejudice of society will never end. I hate how stupid they are. Chemical straight jackets are control, not cures.
Find the cause, find the neglected need or abused limit, and you find the cure.
There is nothing wrong with you. It's the food, demands, system made by psychopatic buraucrats... I want out.