goodbye everyone

[kocto]

I am going to ctb shortly, my method is full suspension hanging.
I am just so exhausted of this loop and i dont think i can take their words anymore. its hard to be strong. i am just so sick and tired of this shit.
a friend stopped me or at leasted helped prevent my ctb by talking me out of it a few days ago, but i cant figght my urges anymore im giving in.
goodbye and thanks for everything to the friends ive made on here

 

[neurotic]

I'm so sorry it came to this. I hope you can finally find peace after death.

 

[Labyrinth]

I would be scared if I were you.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I hope you achieve the freedom you deserve, Chef.

 

[Old Friend]

Farewell and all the best. I'll raise a glass.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Wishing you peace and freedom from this horrible world.

 

[Tears in Rain]

Have a peaceful trip!

 

[兎の耳]

May you find the peace you deserve.

 

[Dliena]

Hope you can be able to have peace and rest eternally. I bid goodbye!

 

[LastBitOfJoy]

Tiredness, i get it so much. I hope you find your relief

 

[dreamingofrest]

I hope you find the peace that you deserve, I'm sorry that it's come to this for you.

 

[DesperateOne]

I would be scared if I were you.

huh?

 

[Anon7b8]

Safe travels stranger. Hope you find the rest and peace you deserve.

 

[H25pital Order]

Way too painful!

 

[Princess_Kitty]

Farewell and I wish you the best and hope you get the peace you're looking for!

 

[Redacted24]

Sorry to see you go, but sending support and wishes it all works as you hoped it would. Good travels, friend.

 

[Gonnerr]

Good luck, i hope you find peace.

Per ardua mortem.

 

[Some place nice]

Good luck and may you find peace at the end.

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Necrosis]

Hoping all has gone well for you.
Lykke til, hvile godt.

 

[rozeske]

Sorry life brought you to this point. I hope your ride was smooth and you found your peace 🕊

 

[kocto]

to everyone who replied to this post,
i survived.
i tried this in an abandoned apartment building.
shortly after i fell unconscious the rope slipped and i fell to the ground. someone just had to be in the building at the time and for NO apparent reason, and heard the bang of my unconscious body falling (lol)(why do i find this funny) and found me.
i was then sent to the hospital and i stayed there for a few days to be evaluated.
I am so angry and disappointed in my plan.
and irritated with this person that found me. they couldnt help it, i guess, but its not like they would understand anyway.
not that anyone cares but i will be putting off my next and hopefully last ctb attempt until june-ish (hopefully i can get the money to pay for a concert i rlly wanna go to that is before then haha).

thank you for your replies, even though i never got to read any of them until now.

 

[rozeske]

Glad to see the rope failed quick enough and you didn't sustain brain damage. That is the worest case scenario with this method. Good luck in your future plans whatever they are.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I'm happy you are ok. That is crazy that happened. I'm surprised they let you go so soon.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome back! Don't be too hard to yourself. I wish you all the best with whatever you decide to do.