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rpxrpl

rpxrpl

<boot0.bin>
Dec 26, 2022
19
My time has come.

Information:
- 18M, 154 lbs
- 1/4 cups SN (~60 g) obtained from CCS source, 1/4 (slightly more) cups water, mix. Split into 2 glasses
- No antiemetics unfortunately
- No food or drink in 5.5 hours

It may not work due to the above (fast longer, antiemetics etc) but I'm out of time. If I live I will let you know (likely faulty SN from CCS, it's a newer source).

I haven't been here very long but this is a nice community and I wish I found it sooner. I hope you all find what you're looking for. I will read some messages if you respond in the next 10 minutes-ish but then I will take it and sign off.

Thanks,
-rpxrpl
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,278
My time has come.

Information:
- 18M, 154 lbs
- 1/4 cups SN (~60 g) obtained from CCS source, 1/4 (slightly more) cups water, mix. Split into 2 glasses
- No antiemetics unfortunately
- No food or drink in 5.5 hours

It may not work due to the above (fast longer, antiemetics etc) but I'm out of time. If I live I will let you know (likely faulty SN from CCS, it's a newer source).

I haven't been here very long but this is a nice community and I wish I found it sooner. I hope you all find what you're looking for. I will read some messages if you respond in the next 10 minutes-ish but then I will take it and sign off.

Thanks,
-rpxrpl
I hope it works out for you and that you can find some peace. I don't know much about CCS since I was gone for a few weeks when it became a new source on here, but I wish you good luck.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,268
I hope you have a peaceful journey. Sorry your life has brought you to this point.
 
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trucker247

trucker247

Member
Dec 12, 2022
43
I'm sorry life has led you here, I hope you find the peace we all deserve. Much love 🫶🏼
 
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MidnightDream

MidnightDream

Warlock
Sep 5, 2022
740
Sending love and well wishes your way
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,963
You are fortunate to be leaving this hellish world, I envy you. Farewell.
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,638
Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏
 
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dead lightbulb

dead lightbulb

consciousness is a curse
Oct 8, 2022
52
My time has come.

Information:
- 18M, 154 lbs
- 1/4 cups SN (~60 g) obtained from CCS source, 1/4 (slightly more) cups water, mix. Split into 2 glasses
- No antiemetics unfortunately
- No food or drink in 5.5 hours

It may not work due to the above (fast longer, antiemetics etc) but I'm out of time. If I live I will let you know (likely faulty SN from CCS, it's a newer source).

I haven't been here very long but this is a nice community and I wish I found it sooner. I hope you all find what you're looking for. I will read some messages if you respond in the next 10 minutes-ish but then I will take it and sign off.

Thanks,
-rpxrpl
I hope things go smoothly and that you find peace ❤️
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,823
good luck
 
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stermc

stermc

libertas quae sera tamen
Nov 24, 2022
945
see you on the other side ♥️ may you rest in peace
 
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ElfenLied

ElfenLied

Aren't we all monsters inside?
Jan 15, 2023
40
Rest in peace sweet angel, maybe I'll join you in two weeks.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,966
Peace....
 
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sigsq

Member
Jan 4, 2023
25
My time has come.

Information:
- 18M, 154 lbs
- 1/4 cups SN (~60 g) obtained from CCS source, 1/4 (slightly more) cups water, mix. Split into 2 glasses
- No antiemetics unfortunately
- No food or drink in 5.5 hours

It may not work due to the above (fast longer, antiemetics etc) but I'm out of time. If I live I will let you know (likely faulty SN from CCS, it's a newer source).

I haven't been here very long but this is a nice community and I wish I found it sooner. I hope you all find what you're looking for. I will read some messages if you respond in the next 10 minutes-ish but then I will take it and sign off.

Thanks,
-rpxrpl
Hope you are at peace.

I'm just observing that a quarter cup seems to translate to about 74g rather than 60 using the table floating around: @ 48 tsp / cup

https://i.sanctioned-suicide.net/images/2020/02/98010_1581882888100.png

That seems like quite a bit for his weight.


Also seems like too little water was used. @ ~236ml / cup
 
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araney995

Member
Dec 27, 2022
12
Bon voyage, hugs
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,446
Rest In Peace
 
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Braindead Atheist

Braindead Atheist

Specialist
Oct 7, 2020
387
My time has come.

Information:
- 18M, 154 lbs
- 1/4 cups SN (~60 g) obtained from CCS source, 1/4 (slightly more) cups water, mix. Split into 2 glasses
- No antiemetics unfortunately
- No food or drink in 5.5 hours

It may not work due to the above (fast longer, antiemetics etc) but I'm out of time. If I live I will let you know (likely faulty SN from CCS, it's a newer source).

I haven't been here very long but this is a nice community and I wish I found it sooner. I hope you all find what you're looking for. I will read some messages if you respond in the next 10 minutes-ish but then I will take it and sign off.

Thanks,
-rpxrpl
I am so sorry life has screwed you over. But you know what? All you'll experience now is peace. Think about things you love and that bring you comfort. Snuggle up in a soft blanket and put on some comforting music. You were loved and cared for on this site and we all wish you peace. You did what you felt was best and found your justice. You were special and I'm glad you're at peace.
 
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6Judas6

Member
Feb 15, 2020
36
This is a life that is not worth living. You have made a good decision. I wish you a good trip
 
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grateful409

Member
May 27, 2023
21
You decided to ride out on my birthday. I hope you had a peaceful journey. Rest in peace.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
Rest in peace, I will be joining you soon, you beautiful soul …
 
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Sad Avocado

Those things I've never said
May 27, 2023
206
It's
My time has come.

Information:
- 18M, 154 lbs
- 1/4 cups SN (~60 g) obtained from CCS source, 1/4 (slightly more) cups water, mix. Split into 2 glasses
- No antiemetics unfortunately
- No food or drink in 5.5 hours

It may not work due to the above (fast longer, antiemetics etc) but I'm out of time. If I live I will let you know (likely faulty SN from CCS, it's a newer source).

I haven't been here very long but this is a nice community and I wish I found it sooner. I hope you all find what you're looking for. I will read some messages if you respond in the next 10 minutes-ish but then I will take it and sign off.

Thanks,
-rpxrpl

It's always heartbreaking to read those, even though I am in the same situation right now. I wish all the best to you, even if I don't really know what is the best for you. ❤️
 

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