Goodbye Everyone :) See you on the otherside!!!

[Myforevercharlie]

it's always a bittersweet sort of thing at least in my opinion. it's terrible to see people go and awful that their struggles were so impossible this is the only way they feel they'll find some peace, but we're at least glad they won't have to go through any more suffering.

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I wish you the best and hope you find peace

 

[FloopZee]

Couldn't say it any better than that ^ sleep well, I hope you are able to find peace.

 

[NightingaleOde]

Is he gone? I can't stop crying. WTF this site is a bit overwhelming to me. Maybe I dove in too deep too fast.

 

[haibane]

Farewell, good luck for ure method and i hope u will find the peace u are looking for

 

[Adûnâi]

I hope the reality of your dreams comes true!

 

[TuttiFrutti]

I'm not sure if you're still alive right now, but I'm so sorry that you've endured so much that it's come to this point. It's got me really shaken up to be honest. I wish you the best. I wish you rest in peace.

 

[Raindancer]

I wish you many things, but most of all I wish you peace. Godspeed

 

[Gonnerr]

Goodbye, i hope you find peace.

Per ardua mortem.

 

[rozeske]

@imdepressed999 are you still with us? If it worked I hope you have found your peace

I'm new to here, and these goodbye posts as people fade out are a bit unnerving to me. Are you guys who have been here longer more used to it? Feeling rattled and really sad here.

Is he gone? I can't stop crying. WTF this site is a bit overwhelming to me. Maybe I dove in too deep too fast.

No offense but what did you really expect? maybe this isn't the place for you

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, best wishes.

 

[boddibo]

I hope you're at peace now.

 

[p1aynot]

You have to be happy!

 

[BarnabasCollins]

I hope you're at rest now.

 

[Gonnerr]

Must be so bad to wake up not dead , i hope your next try is sucessful, good luck.

 

[SVEN]

Good wishes, I hope all goes well with you this time. Sleep well, sleep easy.

 

[sewycidial]

@imdepressed999 You with us still man?

 

[hopeless08]

The time has come my friends, its time CTB and finally be free from this existence. God knows, I have tried to fix things. I have tried to better myself, but Bipolar and major depression destroy me each and every time. I just need rest and peace. My family will panic and maybe even call me a coward, but i can't go on like this. This group and everyone in it have been amazing! I have known about SaSu for a long time, but just became a member.

I want to personally give thanks to everyone who has left kind messages :) I read them, and they have made my existence better these past few days. I hope you all find peace and i hope to
see you all on the other side! (hopefully if there is one)

My method is Fentanyl laced pills, I chose this because me and sweet M30s have a past :D I overdosed on them about 2 years ago but was saved. NOT THIS TIME.
PS: I am only taking one pill tonight so if one is all it takes, it will look like an overdose instead of a suicide. If this fails, I'll take the rest tomorrow.


(Will update this post after i take the pills. Once i stop responding, the CTB was prob successful.) --------> Mods, please retire my account if i have not given an update within 24 hours TY!)

,Goodbye
Taking it in about 15 mins.


Update: Im still here, woke up feeling really good but im still fucking here :( I only took 1 pill though trying to hit that "1 pill can kill" as they say to make it look more like an overdose then a suicide. Will be trying again tonight but with 9 pills. I feel like a failure :( cant even fucking kill myself right FML

You are not a failure so many people don't succeed at their first attempt and I don't think you're family would say you're a coward, I mean I don't know them but I highly doubt it. Wishing you peace and being free of this world..