Goodbye! Deafsn0w is leaving this planet today!

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Hi guys I'm gonna ctb in a motel that is less than 1 mile away from my home at 12am PST. I'll pack argon and exit bag in my suitcase. Wish me good luck.

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I'll miss your posts. You are a pillar of this website SS. i hope everything goes as you want it to go.

 

[agreement]

Godspeed sweet one

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

Good luck I hope you find peace.

 

[Deafsn0w]

Why not? It might help. I think it is smart to exhaust ALL your options before deciding to go.

Therapy didn't work :(

I just booked a motel room! I'm currently in the room :)

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Therapy didn't work :(

I just booked a motel room! I'm currently in the room :)

I hope everything goes okay. It is really sad to witness this.

 

[KleinerWolf]

Therapy didn't work :(

I just booked a motel room! I'm currently in the room :)

Not to make myself sound like a complete idiot,
but what's the major reason for you to consider ctb?

 

[theguineapigking]

Hey. How are you doing?

 

[Deafsn0w]

Not to make myself sound like a complete idiot,
but what's the major reason for you to consider ctb?

I have no social skills, no friends, stressed about future, etc
I got everything set up!

 

[theguineapigking]

I just don't understand. I feel so happy for you, yet so sad at the same time. On one hand, it sickens me to see someone have to end their own life, in order to end the pain. On the other hand, I'm glad that you will be free of it.

Any last minute things that you've got to do? Or are you just getting into the right mindset?

 

[KleinerWolf]

You are the most bubbly person here I know on SS,
you are young as well which means you can explore things and figure out what works for you,

things like social skills it can be fixed, believe it or not.

I think we are all scared of the future to some extent, because our brain doesn't like uncertainty and it only predicts the future based on the past, as such it eliminates the possibilities of us actually doing better.

what specifically about future worries you?

 

[Deleted member 13412]

i wish u so much peace on the other side♡♡♡ gudluck!

 

[Deafsn0w]

Okay guys, this is a final goodbye. I've written a note for my family. I'm gonna ctb now. I'm turning on argon.

 

[Greenberg]

@Deafsn0w: No social skills, no friends, and stressed about the future are not permanent problems! They can be resolved with effort and time...

 

[KleinerWolf]

Only you can decide for yourself.
I respect your choice if that's what you want for yourself.

I love you.

 

[Captive of Mind]

Hey deafsn0w, just want to to send love and support. I will be leaving soon too. I wish you the best and hope you can find an end to suffering, however you choose to do it.

Btw, my thoughts on others trying to save someone on a goodbye thread have changed. I think that if someone could talk you out of it through text on the internet, then it is probably best not to do it anyways. The reason I didn't like it before is because it makes the whole process more stressful and it is invalidating their decision.

 

[Dead beat dad]

Hi guys I'm gonna ctb in a motel that is less than 1 mile away from my home at 12am PST. I'll pack argon and exit bag in my suitcase. Wish me good luck.

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Brother I wish you luck and with every fibre of who I am I wish you love, peace and light.
Your warmth and kindness to the community here has shone a light for many.
I honestly and sincerely hope you find what you're looking for and that there is no fear and pain.
With love and respect my brother
DBD

 

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[ThrownAwayTom]

Hope you get a good seat

 

[less than]

We should be here to give you solace in your final minutes on earth and an opportunity to share your final thoughts.

 

[KleinerWolf]

Hey deafsn0w, just want to to send love and support. I will be leaving soon too. I wish you the best and hope you can find an end to suffering, however you choose to do it.

Btw, my thoughts on others trying to save someone on a goodbye thread have changed. I think that if someone could talk you out of it through text on the internet, then it is probably best not to do it anyways. The reason I didn't like it before is because it makes the whole process more stressful and it is invalidating their decision.

Any reason is valid for suicide.
I don't judge anyone and never will.
What doesn't kill one person kills someone else.

I just think it's important we are all certain it's what we want.
Suicide is not a joke,
You don't just grab a beer, chill out and die,
You should question it first, regardless how bad you perceive your situation.

I respect his/her decision and I stand by them.

however I do regret not having them share their final thoughts.

 

[Captive of Mind]

Any reason is valid for suicide.
I don't judge anyone and never will.
What doesn't kill one person kills so

I just think it's important we are all certain it's what we want.
Suicide is not a joke,
You don't just grab a beer, chill out and die,
You should question it first, regardless how bad you perceive your situation.

I respect his/her decision and I stand by them.

however I do regret not having them share their final thoughts.

Exactly, that's why I changed my mind about it. It seemed disrespectful before, but it has it's pros and cons like everything else.

 

[UberYeets]

RIP

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

I hope it was painless.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

It will be strange not seeing the doggie avatars anymore...

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

It will be strange not seeing the doggie avatars anymore...

Yeah. I am thinking about her family and that pup.

 

[Breadbfra]

Wishing you a peaceful way out, you will be missed ❤

 

[BipolarGuy]

Hi guys I'm gonna ctb in a motel that is less than 1 mile away from my home at 12am PST. I'll pack argon and exit bag in my suitcase. Wish me good luck.

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You seem like a good person and will be missed x

 

[Meditation guide]

Okay guys, this is a final goodbye. I've written a note for my family. I'm gonna ctb now. I'm turning on argon.

Goodbye one who loved dogs. May you be with all the wonderful dogs who are waiting for you on the other side. May you find peace, love, happiness and all the things you were missing here. We will miss you. We love you.

 

[braketimez]

@Deafsn0w: No social skills, no friends, and stressed about the future are not permanent problems! They can be resolved with effort and time...

Do you know what can't be solved with effort and time? Being born into existence that has any suffering at all.

Please respect the decisions of others, and at least empathize with them before they go.

 

[Pho3nix]

Safe travels and may you find peace on the other side.