Good bye

[Nlnp2]

How do you obtain 40g of pure caffeine?

You buy the pills and extract the caffeine from them. But why would you want to use this method? Hanging, sodium nitrite, hyperventilating in water, there are better options

 

[ningaman151]

You buy the pills and extract the caffeine from them. But why would you want to use this method? Hanging, sodium nitrite, hyperventilating in water, there are better options

You can even buy the pure powder.

 

[Wantingpeace]

She planned it so each to their own.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/caffeine-overdose.4469/

Only thing is she didn't clear browsing history and this site will be open and she'll still be logged in. Never good that.

How do you know?
She may also violently puke it out without antiemetics so it may not be the end yet. Strange she just went for it with no lead up talk, maybe triggered by the discussion on US serial killers in the OT section, the timings fit.

 

[Taylored]

I hope you find what you've wanted Clefable.

 

[SamK]

Please let us know if you are still here Miss. xxxx

 

[PatKat]

I love you all good bye

You have said this multiple times now...

 

[Nlnp2]

You have said this multiple times now...

She's fucking dying in agony, if she hasn't died already. Leave her alone

 

[PatKat]

She's fucking dying in agony, if she hasn't died already. Leave her alone

She will be back.

 

[Slacker]

your body will try to flush it out itself
sweating? vomiting? diarrhea?

 

[RottingFlowerBrains]

Peace and love Miss!

 

[Marystevenson1001]

Hugs to you Miss Clefable! I hope everything goes as intended this time, but if not, you're always welcome back.

 

[Miss clefable]

I'm not in a good way I passed out and thrown up

 

[wezel]

Very sorry to hear that Miss clefable ! I hope you don't mind me saying but its kinda nice for us to have you a bit longer amongst us !

 

[itsallover]

I'm not in a good way I passed out and thrown up

You're really gonna mess yourself up with all these crazy methods to the point where you won't be able to do anything. Please plan something less dangerous and as peaceful as possible next time. I know you're desperate but you're just going to fuck up your vital organs like this. I've seen people od on shit and were just gone after that. There's no attempting for them again. All they can look forward to is being in a full time care facility from now on.

 

[Nlnp2]

I'm not in a good way I passed out and thrown up

Sorry to hear that. I'm glad you're ok though.

 

[lostinthedream]

I'm not in a good way I passed out and thrown up

<3 Hoping you feel better soon, and find peace....

 

[Lara Francis]

Peace be with you

 

[SamK]

<3 <3 <3

 

[SamK]

It doesn't matter if someone comes back. I can count a handful of us who didn't succeed this week, means nothing. Miss Clef hope you are ok sweet. :(
Doesn't sound very nice.
Pm if you need to ok? I know there's not much I can do but we are here. You are not alone right now. I know you want this, I just hate you are suffering through it and finding it hard.
Any update? You still feeling pretty bad?

I know you want this but as someone said, maybe if this is too much it might be worth calling an ambulance. I know. But did you see my thread yesterday on the opiates? someone chipped in and mentioned the risk of damage more over suicide and it made sense. So if you continue i understand but also don't feel we'll judge you if you did call medical assistance because it's got to be pretty horrible.

No judgement we are all in the same boat

S

 

[NOISYMIND]

I'm not in a good way I passed out and thrown up

It must be awfully painful for you physically and emotionally right now, but I'm glad you're still here with us for a little longer Miss.

 

[Duqu]

I'm not in a good way I passed out and thrown up

That sounds mighty unpleasant. :( I'm sorry it didn't work though I'm not terribly surprised without at least antiemetics. Maybe you can plan something more peaceful next (assuming there is a next time)? Caffeine OD is so much like amphetamine....your heart rate sky rockets, you shake, have panic attacks, eventually have a stroke and/or heart attack which is supposed to be really painful (well at least the latter).

I hope you're relatively "OK" and if you feel worse you go to the ER. You don't even have to tell them it was a suicide attempt, just say you were trying to get some work done as fast as possible and took a lot of caffeine pills with energy drinks and coffee or something. You should at least get an EKG/ECG. :/

Worried about you. We haven't talked much but I follow your posts (in a non-stalkerish way) and you're one of my favourite people here.

 

[QueenEtna]

I think overdosing on anything in general has a very low success rate, my mums tried it multiple times, my girlfriends tried it multiple times. Try finding another method if you really want to go.

 

[worldexploder]

I'm very sorry things didn't work out for you and that you had to go though all that. If you're still here I hope you are feeling better physically.

 

[worldexploder]

I think overdosing on anything in general has a very low success rate, my mums tried it multiple times, my girlfriends tried it multiple times. Try finding another method if you really want to go.

Very low success rate. According to LostAllHope - it works about 10% of the time.

I was sent to the ER, then psyche (against my wishes) after overdosing on Propanolol in 2015. The fucking scum bag therapists just don't get it. The problem is, I NEED TO DIE BUT CANT! Hence why I resorted to a very risky method.

 

[InkBlot]

I wish you to use this as a reason to find safer and more reliable ways to die. Or a reason to survive. Whichever works for your happiness the most. Ive overdosed on caffiene accidentally before (stayed up for days and days as a kid) and it wasnt pleasant. I had something like 2g or so, and it was enough that I stopped all caffiene consumption for almost a year.

 

[Roehannta]

I'm not in a good way I passed out and thrown up

Well I can say I am glad you are still here and sad that You are still here .

 

[weedoge]

I think overdosing on anything in general has a very low success rate, my mums tried it multiple times, my girlfriends tried it multiple times. Try finding another method if you really want to go.

Overdosing is actually a good method but there are well documented cocktails to bring about fast peaceful death, its all the non researched and rushed ODs that skew this figure. It's also often the method of choice for suicidal gestures.

 

[Wantingpeace]

I wish you to use this as a reason to find safer and more reliable ways to die. Or a reason to survive. Whichever works for your happiness the most.

Yes it seems like you are stuck in middle horrible place.

 

[Jerryman]

Kinda glad you're still with us, just hope you're suffering isn't too bad. I generally like the people on this forum they tend to be quite intelligent and understand your pain (which every day folk don't), it's sad when they leave but at the same time I understand they're suffering so wish them peace.

 

[Avicii]

You have said this multiple times now...

Yep