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DeadMeat123

DeadMeat123

Member
Jul 10, 2026
19
Okay folks, I think this is the end
Thanks to everyone who's been talking to me these past few days.
Unless I post otherwise later, consider me dead after this post. See you on the other side!
 
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GroundControl

GroundControl

Can you hear me, Major Tom?
Feb 3, 2024
97
Godspeed. I hope you find peace.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,390
May you find peace from this wretched world. 🫂♥️🫂♥️🫂
 
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oniichan

oniichan

I'm not interested in ordinary people...
Jun 14, 2026
11
I hope you can be happy. :)
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
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I'm sorry things have been so awful.

Did you talk to a lawyer about this, about the debt sitaiton? It sounds like the loan sharks are creating fraudulent evidence against you, and that may be a crime. (I read some of your other threads.)

You can always change your mind and I'm sorry people didn't treat you better.
 
DeadMeat123

DeadMeat123

Member
Jul 10, 2026
19
I'm sorry things have been so awful.

Did you talk to a lawyer about this, about the debt sitaiton? It sounds like the loan sharks are creating fraudulent evidence against you, and that may be a crime. (I read some of your other threads.)

You can always change your mind and I'm sorry people didn't treat you better.
Well, I'm still alive. I explained what happened in another post, and thank you very much for your concern. As for hiring a lawyer I'm currently completely broke and it's not an option for me. Any good lawyer would charge at least $8,000 for my case and it would take months. My income at best doesn't exceed $2,000 a month and no one would lend me more money anyway. Today I had 300 bucks left which is all I have left for this month and I sent it to my mom. None of the lawyers appointed by the state offered me a strategy that didn't involve me confessing to things I didn't do and accepting a few years in prison
 
fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
766
Well, I'm still alive. I explained what happened in another post, and thank you very much for your concern. As for hiring a lawyer I'm currently completely broke and it's not an option for me. Any good lawyer would charge at least $8,000 for my case and it would take months. My income at best doesn't exceed $2,000 a month and no one would lend me more money anyway. Today I had 300 bucks left which is all I have left for this month and I sent it to my mom. None of the lawyers appointed by the state offered me a strategy that didn't involve me confessing to things I didn't do and accepting a few years in prison
i'm sorry.
 
fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
766
Well, I'm still alive. I explained what happened in another post, and thank you very much for your concern. As for hiring a lawyer I'm currently completely broke and it's not an option for me. Any good lawyer would charge at least $8,000 for my case and it would take months. My income at best doesn't exceed $2,000 a month and no one would lend me more money anyway. Today I had 300 bucks left which is all I have left for this month and I sent it to my mom. None of the lawyers appointed by the state offered me a strategy that didn't involve me confessing to things I didn't do and accepting a few years in prison
i can't find the other thread.
 
fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
766
Hey faded ghost and deadmeat123 do you think we can talk?
um, you've been here since 2024 and have one post... i don't mean that in a bad way, i'm just... suspicious of new users and suspicious or people with few posts, but then it says 2024. do you have chat available with 1 post?
I don't exactly know how this website works since it's been a while since I've been logged on
here are some rules about the site to help?

sorry, but when i see 1 post, and 2024, my mind thinks: is this a grieving family member who logged in years later? is this the BBC? is this about religion? is someone going to ask me to join a cult, because I will, but only if it involves ufos...

or is this about hints? because i genuinely don't have any hints for anything and don't know anything about anything.

also here is a faq for the site:

i am not a mod and am just here because of various situations...

i'm not trying to be be mean or anything, i am just genuinely concerned when someone has few posts and are new. some people don't have good intentions on here, and you're probably not one of those people, but... it's hard to know at first...?
 
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cliffhanger5777

Member
Jul 9, 2024
5
Sorry about that I joined then as a precaution to some health conditions I have and since then they have been getting worse and I wanted to talk about them but I don't know how DMs work here
 
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cliffhanger5777

Member
Jul 9, 2024
5
I'm in a bit of a predicament and I feel like you'd be the one to talk about it
I have like this feeding tube in my stomach I'm thinking I could like put something in there to let me rest but I'm completely new to this whole thing
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
766
I'm in a bit of a predicament and I feel like you'd be the one to talk about it
you could post a thread also? if you want to chat you can message me if the forum lets you, but i'm getting tired and may not respond right away. for urgent help, there are resources in the resource list.
 

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