Going wild

[Funeralprincess]

Ever since I got N and am planning to kill myself within the next upcoming months, I have just not given a fuck. Everything is funny to me but like in the worst way possible. I've been doing impulsive shit, creating chaos, etc. I think because I know I'm going to off myself soon it's like my impulse control has gone out the window lmaooo

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that dying can make life seem so meaningless and unimportant in comparison. If someone is soon to be gone, then nothing they do can really matter to them as they will not have to deal with any consequences of their actions. I think that if I had the option of N, I would be relieved. I wish you the best.

 

[theboy]

what chaos has been causing

 

[fastneasyTossout]

Yes. This. I completely disregarded all bills and basically told everyone and everything to fuck off. Fuck it we ball out in the last few days

 

[ojinzo]

Ever since I got N and am planning to kill myself within the next upcoming months, I have just not given a fuck. Everything is funny to me but like in the worst way possible. I've been doing impulsive shit, creating chaos, etc. I think because I know I'm going to off myself soon it's like my impulse control has gone out the window lmaooo

I can totally relate. If I had my end I would feel like a rockstar.