Going to be buying a rope and a ladder off amazon tonight when i get paid

[Darkover]

i've had a rope and ladder before but never used it to hang my self this time it's different i've become fully aware that my life has gone to shit and there is no hope of it ever getting any better in fact in a short while it will get considerably worse with these benefit cuts happening in the uk to save myself from further suffering i am going to hang my self within a week i will be going to a nearby park to search for a tree to hang my self from when the time comes to finally go through with it it will be late at night like 1am when nobody is about my time is almost up here all i can say is i wish i was never born in the first place my life been absolutely shit from beginning to end wouldn't wish it on anybody i just wish i had the balls to hang my self when my life went to shit 21 years ago when i was 18

 

[Kali_Yuga13]

You've been a mainstay here Darkover. I will miss your posts if you go through with it. I definitely relate to many things you've shared the last couple years I've been here.

 

[darksouls]

I will miss your posts
they are great

 

[Hollowman]

I wish I would've had the balls when I was 16, that was 34 years ago. Brain damage is a bitch. Hopefully you can find a spot where there's zero chance of being 'saved'.

 

[davidtorez]

Will definitely miss your posts here. I've enjoyed most of what you've had to say here. But you gotta do what's best for you, not for anyone else. Wish there was something that could convince you to stick around for a while longer though

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm so sorry you've suffered so much in life. Like many others are expressing, I will also miss you if you go but I respect anyone's limit in this world.

 

[Renato]

i've had a rope and ladder before but never used it to hang my self this time it's different i've become fully aware that my life has gone to shit and there is no hope of it ever getting any better in fact in a short while it will get considerably worse with these benefit cuts happening in the uk to save myself from further suffering i am going to hang my self within a week i will be going to a nearby park to search for a tree to hang my self from when the time comes to finally go through with it it will be late at night like 1am when nobody is about my time is almost up here all i can say is i wish i was never born in the first place my life been absolutely shit from beginning to end wouldn't wish it on anybody i just wish i had the balls to hang my self when my life went to shit 21 years ago when i was 18

I'm new here but I recognized you from the other thread because of the signature: by the way I really like it and it makes sense with what you were saying there.
I wanted to let you know it was the first time I shared that kind of thoughts with other people: I'm glad I did it and for sure I will remember till I'll catch my ride.

 

[Darkover]

just a little updated managed to ordered the rope and ladder
the rope has 3500kg maximum work load

 

[finalgoodbye:(]

just a little updated managed to ordered the rope and ladder
the rope has 3500kg maximum work load


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Oh man I will miss you. Remember when you wanted to make a tor version of this site? You're really smart

 

[Fall_Apart]

I am truly saddened by your imminent departure. You have always been so kind and open to dialogue with everyone. Your contribution has been precious to all of us. Thank you for sharing your pain with us, and if you change your mind, you will always be welcome. Otherwise, I wish you to find the peace you deserve.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

I'm so sorry to hear it has come down to this. But I totally get it. I hope to soon work up the courage to hang myself.
I wish you peace in whatever you decide

 

[Pluto]

 

[kunikuzushi]

I will also miss your posts. I'm sorry you've had to suffer so much. I hope everything goes well and you can find peace.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

I will miss seeing you around for sure and I enjoy your posts, thank you.

 

[tpboy]

you will be missed. just fyi i remember seeing one time that a hemp rope is best for ctb due to its properties. i ran out and ordered one just in case.

 

[Galahad]

Despite the very nature of SaSu it's always a kicker when someone is saying goodbye.

I truly wish you peace if you go through with this. You're a much longer standing member than I but all the same, don't feel pressurised and come straight back if you change your mind.

If you do this I wish you peace - many here will envy you.

I want to go but have so much to sort out before I can.

I'm in the UK too, East Midlands.

 

[NoPoint2Life]

It will definitely be weird not seeing your posts since as others have said you are a mainstay here

You deserve peace, you've suffered so much.

 

[JesiBel]

I'm so sorry you chose to make the final decision and that life led you to this. You're a very wise user, and you clearly expressed what we all felt in your threads and discussions. You will be greatly missed. Hugs to you.

 

[bankai]

Damn darkover.I thought you were going to be here for quite some time


I'm so sorry it's come to this.

 

[UnrulyNightmare]

You'll be missed. I'll miss seeing your posts even if I never reacted Wishing you peace and love. If you change your mind we'll be here for you :)

 

[looking4partner]

I think I have read a lot of your posts before here when I was lurking (recently regained access to my account after a password change since I have bad memory & organization).

I just wanted to ask, are you sure the UK benefits will definitely be cut?

They were reporting in the US news headlines about Social Security changes happening that week, but the actual Social Security representative said they hadn't been told any changes to make yet and were still waiting to hear from the government before doing it. And the government ended up extending the deadline announced by the news of when they would be making the changes and then, only implementing a small aspect of what had been reported as if it was fact.

I just hope this could possibly be helpful to know.

And I'm sorry that life has been such a struggle.

 

[EmptyBottle]

just a little updated managed to ordered the rope and ladder
the rope has 3500kg maximum work load


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3500kg seems a bit excessive, I'd assume even 500kg rope can be strong enough to make a rope ladder and use as a climbing gym, I wonder if there are cotton ropes tho

 

[Anonymousa]

As others said, I really liked your time here and your posts as i agreed with lots of things you said, especially your anti natalistic posts, and that you understood the depths of pain and the unfairness and this world could bring while there not being much guaranteed benefit to gain from life. I want to also thank you for bringing me comfort in that when i die i mostly likely be safe in forever non-existence as before I had concerns with an after-life and having regrets or feel any kind of of suffering still. I hope you are finally able to escape your pain whether with this attempt or something else soon. You have suffered for way way too long.

 

[Britney Spears]

We will miss you, I hope you find the peace you seek, sweetheart